1.16 伤感篇

记不清了只记得今年掉了很多眼泪.

I don't remember. I just remember that I shed a lot of tears this year.

你只看见我的决绝看不见我泛红的双眼

All you see is my determination, but not my red eyes.

所以有太多人仗着被爱去消耗爱

So too many people rely on being loved to consume love.

那无数个崩溃的夜晚是我一个人熬过来的

I got through those countless broken nights by myself.

心里藏着疲惫和无奈还在尽力讨好生活

With tiredness and helplessness in my heart, I am still trying to please life.

心软的小朋友是不是总被丢下

Are soft-hearted children always left behind?

你明明知道那样做我会难过可是你也没有考虑我

You knew I'd be sad to do that, but you didn't think about me.

该反省的是我的见识与眼光而不是我的真诚与善良

What I should reflect on is my insight and vision, not my sincerity and kindness.

可惜你不是我你不知道我曾经听了很多人的意见却还是捂着耳朵去爱你.

It's a pity that you're not me. You don't know that I've listened to a lot of people's opinions, but I still love you with my ears covered.

我对感情最大的误会就是只要付出就会有回报

My biggest misunderstanding about feelings is that as long as you give, you will get something in return.

有些路必须自己走即使路很黑风很大.

Some roads have to go on their own, even if the road is dark and windy.

我也有心酸说给谁听谁又能听我说.

I am also sad to whom to listen and who can listen to me.

看不清的未来回不得从前接下来的路该怎么走我也不清楚

I can't see the future clearly. I can't go back to the past. I don't know where to go.

道理谁都懂,就像鱼生活在水里也死在水里

Everyone knows the truth, just as fish live in water and die in water.

我当然赢不了你啦你又不是真心的

Of course I can't beat you. You don't mean it.

那时候不抽烟不鬼混不打架好好学习才是我最初的模样.

At that time, not smoking, not fooling around, not fighting, studying hard was what I looked like in the first place.

承诺就像白纸一样毫无意义.

Promises are as meaningless as blank paper.

我也想避风可是我没有港只能任由海风把我的爱意消散.

I want to stay out of the wind, but I have no port but to let the sea breeze dissipate my love.

凌晨的我没有打游戏没有聊天看着快手刷着文案回忆着我们的故事.

In the early hours of the morning, I didn't play games, I didn't chat, I watched Kuaishou brush my copywriting, and I recalled our stories.

我感动不了谁心是你的我也猜不透你心里有没有我

I can't move whose heart is yours, and I don't know if you have me in your heart.

我从来没有觉得有人会陪我很久很久.

I never thought anyone would stay with me for a long time.

已经淋过雨了有没有伞已经无所谓了.

I've been in the rain. It doesn't matter if I have an umbrella.

记不清了只记得有些路是我一个人走过来的.

I don't remember. I just remember that I walked some of the roads alone.

谢谢你靠近我了解我温暖我然后离开我这个过程已经足够让我难过很久.

Thank you for getting close to me, getting to know me, warming me and then leaving me is enough to make me sad for a long time.

这次大雨是我们散场的预警预警铃.

The heavy rain is an early warning bell for our departure.

她要是爱你怎么舍得让你承受这漫长的煎熬和等待.

If she loves you, how can she let you endure this long suffering and wait?