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不记得了只记得刚开始抽烟的时候差点呛死.

I don't remember. I just remember that I almost choked to death when I started smoking.

三年听起来挺长的其实风一吹就只剩下回忆了.

Three years sounds like a long time. In fact, when the wind blows, there are only memories left.

竟然上了这条船就没有上岸这种说法除非船沉了.

It is said that if you get on this ship, you will not go ashore unless the ship sinks.

水倒七分满话留三分软不清楚我的路子就别打听我的底线人总会变的.

If you don't know my way, don't ask about my bottom line. People will always change.

现在我变了很多认清了很多人也看清很多事以前我是怎样的我也记不清了.

Now I've changed a lot, and I've recognized a lot of people, and I can't remember what I was like before.

别听风就是雨信你的人永远信你在你身边的人永远不会散懂你的人永远懂你.

Don't listen to the wind is that the people who believe in you will always believe that the people around you will never break up and understand you.

最无助的时候才发现自己什么都没有就那么坐着

It was only when I was most helpless that I found myself sitting there with nothing.

也不知道自己在想什么.

I don't know what I'm thinking.

有些东西不需要答案态度就是答案.

Some things don't need an answer. Attitude is the answer.

风是抓不住的花也会凋谢人总要学会和不属于自己的东西告别.

The wind can not grasp the flowers will wither, people always have to learn to say goodbye to things that do not belong to themselves.

给我一点时间等我花钱不看余额的时候一定为你遮风挡雨.

Give me some time to protect you from the wind and rain when I spend money without looking at the balance.

一根又一根的香烟不知道藏了我多少的委屈和心酸,回头才我也才十几岁.

Cigarette after cigarette did not know how much grievance and sadness I had hidden, but I was only a teenager when I looked back.

留不住就不要了爱不爱的烦死了

If you can't keep it, you don't want it. I'm sick of loving it.

这世上除了自己都是别人

Everyone in this world is someone else except oneself.

微信看到了没聋没瞎有空就是不想回

WeChat saw that youre not deaf or blind, but you don't want to go back.

要什么避风港钞票才是梦想

What kind of safe haven banknotes are dreams.

翻脸不如翻身生气不如争气

It's better to turn around than around. angry than to gain momentum

爱情这个东西失去了就什么都不是了

Love is nothing if it's lost.

相遇总有原因不是恩赐就是教训

There is always a reason for meeting, either a gift or a lesson

时间会咬人你不走便会满身伤痕

Time wil bite,and if you don't leave,be covered in scars

分享欲是靠回应来延续的热情也是

The desire to share is a passion continues through response

无法感同身受就别道德束缚

If you can't empathize with yourself, don't be morally bound

见过花开就好何必在意花属于谁

It's good to see flowers bloom,so why bother who they belong to

我不懂爱是什么但绝对不是掉眼泪

Someone will always be with you, but it won't be me anymore

散伙是人间常态你我又不例外

Breaking up is the norm in the world,and you and I are no exception

没有人不遗憾只是有的人不说

No one regrets it, but some people don't say it

我们好像不该这样不止这样但只能这样了

It doesn't seem like we shouldthis,not just that, but that's all we can do

总会有人陪着你但不会再是我了

Someone wil always be you, but won't be me anymore

说不出的话叫心事留不住的人叫故事

Words that cannot be spoken are called worries,and cannot be keptcalled stories

要活在自己的热爱里而不是别人的眼光里

Live in your own love,not in the eyes of others

生活本就与众不同何必追求和别人一样

Life is inherently unique,why pursue being like others

在长大在失去在努力在接受在好好生活

Growing up,losing,striving,accepting,and living a good life

我惊艳不了任何人也不需要惊艳任何人

I can't surprise anyone, and I don't need to surprise anyone.

小时候不开心是意外长大后不开心是常态

Being unhappy when I was a child is an accident.Growing up is the norm

对不起你不回消息很正常是我越界了

Sorry. it's normal for you not to reply.I crossed the line

对不起是我高估了在你心里的位置我不该纠缠

Sorry,I overestimated my position in your heart

对不起你别后退了我不往前就是了

Sorry,please don't step back.I_won't_move forward

对不起我们都没有错只是时间不凑巧

Sorry,we were all right.It's just that the timing didn't happen

对不起以前打扰了以后不会了

Sorry for bothering you before,but I won't able to do it again the future

长大真没意思连快乐都裹着一层苦

Growing up is really boring.Even happiness is wrapped in a layer of bitterness

有些东西不需要答案态度就是答案

Some things don't require an answer. Attitude is the answer