成人礼（陆）

I said I was depressed. Do you believe it? I hope you can believe it, and I hope everyone believes it! But this is ultimately impossible. Daily life seems to be fleeting, originally with bright eyes Up to now, it has been transformed into desolation by sin I really hope my life can have such a little brilliance, even if it only dispels a little darkness However, in this vast world, who will be bored to care about the joys and sorrows of a stranger? At this time, I can only pretend to be calm in front of outsiders to prevent being considered to deliberately win the attention of others... I have told my parents more than once and held those certificates. But every time, there is endless ridicule and indifference... No! I can't stand it. I'm so sick! I hate you! Carry out the anger of the soul! In a person's room, there is endless roar. Vent the unwilling in your heart, sometimes! I really feel that I am so incompetent that I can't do anything, stop anything and change anything. Maybe he is too willful? In any case, I can only laugh bitterly. I really can't imagine how I came through those dark times. I've experienced too much reluctance, but afterwards I always think that I think too much. In this flourishing grade, shouldn't I enjoy my youth and appreciate Chaohua? But all this has turned into desolation. My life feels bleak. I want to die. But I dare not. After all, death is the first time for anyone. On that familiar night, I lay quietly in bed, slowly closed my eyes, didn't dare to turn on the light, and let the night cover the room, but I couldn't sleep. It's like tens of billions of wasps shouting in my head, so I ushered in sleepless all night.