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16、心坎一片荒芜，充斥了平庸，对执手相恋的感觉早就变的麻木，在另一个虚幻的世界中沉溺，不知道本身该做什么，疲惫、倦慢、冷淡、厌恶。

the heart is desolate and filled with mediocrity. the feeling of holding hands and falling in love has long been numb. i am addicted to another imaginary world and don't know what i should do. i am tired, tired, cold and disgusted.

17、我没有很刻意的去想念你，我只是在很多小的瞬间想起了你，比如一部电影，一首歌，一句歌词，一条曾经走过的马路和无数个闭上眼睛的瞬间。

i didn't think of you very deliberately. i just thought of you in a lot of small moments, such as a movie, a song, a lyrics, a road i used to walk and countless moments when i closed my eyes.

18、人的一生有很多幸运，比如遇见你，原来你是我最想留住的幸运。你永远也看不到我最寂寞时的样子，因为你不在我身边的时候，我才最寂寞。

people's life has a lot of luck, such as meeting you, so you are the one i want to keep most. you will never see me when i am most lonely, because when you are not around me, i am most lonely.

19、舍不得伤害别人，总是带着笑去原谅；顾不得心疼自己，总是含着泪去支撑。一些感受，只能交予心，揉进泪；一些感情，只能止于唇，藏于心。

do not want to hurt others, always with a smile to forgive; do not care about yourself, always with tears to support. some feelings can only be given to the heart and rubbed into tears; some feelings can only be confined to the lips and hidden in the heart.

20、小时候，以为心事可以说给最亲的人听，长大了才知道，有些事情有些泪，只能吞进肚子里慢慢难受，总好过说出来别人不懂，反骂你矫情。

when i was a child, i thought that i could tell my thoughts to the most intimate people. when i grew up, i knew that some things had tears. i could only swallow them into my stomach and feel uncomfortable. it's better than saying that others don't understand and scold you for being hypocritical.