第二季第09话：洛丽达的程序崩坏了。

依旧是在攒草稿的每一天。

今天还是回忆篇。

准备唱歌。

今天的孩子是——洛丽达。

一个程序病毒。

好，开始吧。

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洛丽达（黯隐）My name is Lolita, and the royal name is Anyin.

【翻译版本】（我的名字叫洛丽达，皇族名称是黯隐。）

洛丽达（黯隐）As you can see, I am the child of the Huang family, the one who was abandoned……

【翻译版本】（正如你们所见，我是黄家的孩子，是被抛弃的那一个……）

洛丽达（黯隐）Or rather, I am just a trivial program virus, and even the name 'Anyin' does not exist.

【翻译版本】（或者说，我只是一个微不足道的程序病毒，连“黯隐”这个名字都是不存在的。）

洛丽达（黯隐）I am 20 years old this year, and from the appearance, I should be 20 years old. I can't remember how long I have been here - in short, I am much older than that child.

【翻译版本】（我今年20岁了，从外表上来看应该是20岁，我也记不清我到底在这里呆了多久——总之，我比那个孩子年长了不少。）

洛丽达（黯隐）Yes, that girl named Alita, who has been favored by all her family, is my nominal sister.

【翻译版本】（是的是的，那个受尽了所有家人的宠爱，名字叫阿丽塔的女孩，是我的名义上的妹妹。）

洛丽达（黯隐）Every family member loves her very much, corresponding to how much I hate her.

【翻译版本】（每一个家人都很爱她，相对应的我就有多恨她。）

洛丽达（黯隐）We are all created by our mothers, but she alone has successfully possessed a perfect body, and I can only become a wrong code forever, forgotten by our mothers

【翻译版本】（我们同样都是由母亲大人创造出来的，但是只有她一个人成功拥有一个完美的躯体，我却只能永远成为一段错误的代码，被母亲大人所遗忘……）

洛丽达（黯隐）Every day I wish I could kill her, replace her, and become her.

【这一段翻译过来，怕不过审】

洛丽达（黯隐）In fact, she is not the first person I hate.

【翻译版本】（事实上，她并不是我恨的第一个人。）

洛丽达（黯隐）Yes, she is not the first, but someone else.

【翻译版本】（是的，她并不是第一个，而是另有其人。）

洛丽达（黯隐）To be precise, I am the earliest victim of that person's birth, and that person is now my uncle, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince of the Huang family, Anyang.

【翻译版本】（准确一点来说，我是那个人最早诞生的牺牲品，那个人就是如今我的舅舅——黄家的太子殿下——黯阳。）

洛丽达（黯隐）I hate him even more. Every time I see him lurking in his program, it makes me feel like I was a victim.

【翻译版本】（我更加讨厌他一点，每次在他的程序里潜伏的时候看到他都会让我感觉我曾经是一个牺牲品。）

洛丽达（黯隐）Many years have passed, and I have been trying to assassinate him or defeat his program, but I have all failed.

洛丽达（黯隐）Until I was finally discovered by the immune system, I thought I was going to die at that time, but I didn't die, I was saved by him……

洛丽达（黯隐）It has always been like this, every time my consciousness is about to collapse, it's him who gives me a hand. I can't understand what he's really doing?!

洛丽达（黯隐）Until he was 15 years old, and with my current hacking skills, I had enough strength to maintain my form, I appeared and questioned him why he did it?!

洛丽达（黯隐）Then, my dear little uncle smiled at me and pronounced my name, acknowledging it——

……

我当时，从自己的躯体里类似心脏的位置，感受到了一种特殊的电磁脉冲，或者说……应该，是悸动的感觉？

又或者说是被认可了，而感到兴奋的感觉？

又或者是——

我感觉到了开心？

……这就是心跳的感觉吗？

哈哈哈哈哈哈——

又是好多年，我亲爱的小舅舅带着我了解了更多的科技，尽管他现在也跟我一样，是按照指令办事的AI ——但，他远比我想象的要更加厉害。

我根本分析不透他的系统……

我在怀疑他？

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但是，我亲爱的小舅舅，他给了我一个他的躯体……我打扮成了，我以为的自己的样子。

我也拥有属于自己的躯体了。

((◎一◎))

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时间过了好久，一切都改变了，我也要进入休眠了，再见，阿，丽，塔——

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洛丽达，其实是知道自己包括未来发生的一切的——

伏笔就给到这了，大家再见。

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