一些看起来哲学的话（2）

As long as I have been reading, I have been able to understand their own pain, has been with their own ignorance. Narrow-mindedness, prejudice, and darkness. Many people say that they want to shake hands with themselves, I don't want to be such a person, I want to take a stone to polish my stone. Will always read, will always suffer, always love the joy born out of the desolation of pain. It a rare thing in life to come and go.

只要我还一直读书，我就能够一直理解自己的痛苦，一直与自己的无知.狭隘.偏见.阴暗见招拆招。很多人说要和自己握手言和，我不要做这样的人，我要拿石头打磨我这块石头。会一直读书，会一直痛苦，一直爱着从痛苦荒芜里生出的喜悦。乘兴而来，尽兴而归，在一生中这是很难得很难得的一件事。

Having a strong sense of self and being mentally unstable was really excruciating, because not only did I know I was self-destructing, but I was watching.

拥有很强的自我意识同时精神状态不稳定真的太折磨人了，因为我不仅知道我是在自我毁灭，我还一边眼睁睁看着。

You are always in your own world, unable to participate in the events around you, unable to expend strength on others. You never had a burst of passion, always cooled the enthusiasm of others, always discouraged others, and absent-minded. "This time, she added a new adjective to my list of flaws: bland."

你总是沉浸在你自己的世界里，没有能力参与到周围的事情中去，不能把力量花费在他人的身上。你从来没有突发的激情，总是使他人的热情冷却，总是令别人泄气，而且还心不在焉。“这次，在我的缺点清单中，她又加了一个新的形容词：平淡。”