可以抑郁记得重生

小县城的风吹不到大都市我们的故事停在了那个夏天

一份校园时青涩的爱恋填满了我整个初中生涯.

The wind in a small county town can't reach the metropolis.Our story stops in that summer.

A young love on campus filled my whole junior high school life.

我访问她QQ音乐空间的时候会一次又一次的删掉访客记录.

I will delete it again and again when I visit her QQ Music space.

Drop visitor record

年少时的我总是在不经意间奔向你

后来才发现美好的回忆就在那一瞬间

When I was young,I always ran to you inadvertently.

Only later did I find that the good memories were at that moment.

没有喜欢的人,也不清楚自己喜欢什么,但突然一下感觉心空了。

There is no one I like, and I don't know what I like, but all of a sudden I feel empty.

我从没有想过我们之间会那么快潦草收场。

I never thought it would end so quickly between us.

偷偷许愿:他身边不要出现其他女孩子。

Secretly make a wish:don't see other girls around him.

还有两个月就跨年了我们也散了

打算释怀了如果可以我宁愿选择当初不认识你。

The New year is in two months' time, and we broke up.

I'm going to let it go.I'd rather not know you if I could.

你再也不会遇见第二个我了友情也好爱情也罢失去什么都能坦然接受失去你的时候我差点没有缓过来

You'll never meet the second me again, friendship or love or loss.

I can accept everything. I almost didn't get over it without you.

我没有喜欢的人了,只有放不下的人。

I have no one to like, only the one I can't let go.

我不知道嘴角要上扬多少度,笑容才能不僵硬。

/ don't know_how many degrees the corners ofmy mouth.

我已经流干了泪水,除了沉默,我不知道该怎么做。

/have dried up my tears.I don't know what to doexcept si

即使你觉得我不好,我也在尽最大努力爱你了。

Even if you think I'm bad,I'm trying my best tolove you.

一个人走着也会被风轻拂脸颊,没有你我也依旧要回家。

A person walking will also be brushed by thewind.I still want to_go home without you.

没有谁能拿捏住我,除非我心甘情愿。

No one can hold me unless I am willing.

没有天生适合的两个人,只有彼此迁就的两颗心。

There are no two people who_are naturallysuitable,

only two hearts that accommodateeach other.

不能坚定的走向我,就不要招惹我。

If you_can't come to_me firmly,_don't provoke me.

总是希望什么都不用说,也有人懂。

always hope that there is no need to sayanything and that someone can understand.

难过不是被丢下,是心存幻想的期待。

Sad is not to be left behind, but to have ilusory

那时候总在想,要是能再见一面就好了,

可后来想了想,即便见了面又能如何呢。

At that time,/ always thought that if only / couldsee y

你一副不缺我的样子让我怎么敢说好想你

我也不想在一棵树上吊着可我太想看它结果了

你太特别了我根本舍不得让别人代替你

我是嘴硬可我没有不等你

我始终不明白困住我的到底是什么

你心里没有我对吗为什么不说呢

早知道后劲那么大不遇见就好了

时间过得真快一转眼你已经喜欢上别人了

只有装做无所谓,才不会显得那么卑微

我们能不能互相道个歉然后回到从前

depression copy that makes you break in an instant

也许我不主动你继续沉默我们就不会有然后了

Maybe if I don't take the initiative and you keep silent,we won't have it then

这段感情呢你没有错是我爱多了

What about this relationship? You're not wrong. I love it too much

这一路的颠沛流离都是成长的代价

All this dislocation is the price of growth

别对我太好免得我想交心你又不要

Don't be too nice to me, in case I want to talk to you

热情这东西一旦耗尽了就真的没了

Once the enthusiasm is exhausted,it is really gone

我像疯子一样喜欢你你却像瞎子一样看不见

I like youlike a madman and you can't see like a blind man

懂我的人何必解释该失望的事从来没辜负过

Why should people who understand me explain that what should be disappointed has never been

You can remember depression and rebirth

我希望有个人能懂我的痛楚,即使我什么都不说

I hope someone can understand my pain, even if I don't say anything

你看上去那么爱笑,却无法阻挡住内心的四处荒芜

You seem to laugh so much, but you can't stop the desolation inside

或许总要彻彻底底的绝望一次,才能重新活一次

Maybe you have to be completely desperate once before you can live again

你永远不知道笑容满面的我内心抑郁到什么程度

You never know how depressed I am with a smile on my face

我抱怨没有人把我拉出深渊,却没有明白自己本是抗拒光明

I complain that no one pulled me out of the abyss,but I don't understand that I am

我学会了伪装与假笑即使我不快乐

I learned to fake and smile even when I was unhappy

我就是不开心没什么好解释的就是不开心

I'm just unhappy.There's nothing to explain.I'm just unhappy