我没有不甘心 只是这个结果 真的配不上我当时明知不可为而为之的心
I am not unwilling, but this result is really not worthy of my heart that I knew I could not do it at that time.
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你可以忘记你说过的话 但我不能 在我情绪崩溃的时候 那些话反复出现在我脑海里 我无处可逃
You can forget what you said, but I can't. When I'm having an emotional breakdown, those words come back to me and I have nowhere to go.
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我深知自己太普通了 所以时常不自信 时常自卑 时常想谁真诚
I know that I am too ordinary, so I am often not confident, often feel inferior, and often think about who is sincere.
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如果我不自卑就好了 如果我没有社恐就好了 如果我能说会道就好了 如果我爱的人也爱我就好了
If I don't feel inferior, if I don't have social phobia, if I can talk, if the person I love also loves me.
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我以为我是你的救赎,但我只是你对你前任不满的发泄品
I thought I was your salvation, but I'm just an outlet for your dissatisfaction with your ex.
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爱人是一面镜子 在被好好爱着的时候 我就是情绪稳定又乐观积极的天使性格无疑.
Lover is a mirror. When I am well loved, I am an angel with stable mood and optimistic and positive personality.
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玫瑰再怎么泛滥爱意 可在风吹的那一刻 也将化整为零.
No matter how the roses are overflowing with love, they will be broken up into parts at the moment when the wind blows.
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你是我记忆里的常驻嘉宾 也是我未说出口的遗憾 幸好这只是我一个人的困局
You are the permanent guest in my memory and my unspoken regret. Fortunately, this is only my dilemma.
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其实根本没有什么忘不掉的人,只是对那场无结果的付出和被浪费的炽热的爱,耿耿于怀罢了
In fact, there is no one who can not be forgotten, but for the fruitless pay and the waste of fervent love, it is just bitter.
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