My last look at my father

Does the previous chapter count as a wave of benefits? More than 3000 words, maybe in other people's eyes, more than 3000 words is nothing, yes, really nothing, but I am different, after I finish writing, I have to look at my own writing is not good? It took me a lot of time. In addition, as I said before, I am a student party. In general, I will update it once a week, unless there are some special circumstances

I think I should work harder Let's start

That day, sunny and hot summer also began to slowly cooling, summer to autumn wind is so warm, but from time to time and will become desolate, that a gust of wind blowing quietly, pieces of leaves, also with the wind slowly falling down, and the window, I was sitting in the hospital with tea, but saw this scene, can not help but reminds me of what happened that day, My father! Your love for me I understand, every time I think of you, I always tears, my eyes have not had a good look at you, but you dead, you know? I see you at that time was so heartache, my heart is in tears, and the whining, I thinking about you all day and night, lest blurs your face in my mind, and every time I think about "in the past, let bygones be bygones" is because of this, I can't sleep every night so steadfast, actually I also once fantasized about changing the past regret... Damn, don't think again, or I won't be able to sleep again tonight, alas! But I can't!

Let's go back two days

When I entered the ward, no one responded, the air was so quiet! I quietly walked into my father's hospital room, but the scene in front of me, unacceptable...

meFather, father! What the hell is wrong with you? At least say something! 😭

Father's always felt a little surprised, then I close to him, his face pale, just like the old and, without the appearance of a normal person, before he was so lively, now how also can not find back to that year, his mouth is very dry couldn't say a word, most can only out of a two tone, air, why are you so quiet?

He said with his last breath

fathergive me a oxide mask please

That sound is how weak, see father this way, I am how distressed ah! With tears streaming down my cheeks, I quickly found my oxygen mask and put it on my father

meFather, you're gonna be okay, you're gonna be okay and you can't die, because we all need you

His face gradually emerged a smile, his smile is really like a child, he had been weak, but now he smiled and cried red, tears from the corner of his eyes slightly, moved to say

fatherMy son are finally growing up and caring

Standing beside me, I kept crying. I kept thinking that I was a manly man who couldn't cry, but my body wouldn't let me

fatherI hope mine is all right! If I die, you must take good care of yourself, and your mother, can see you like this, I am very happy

Just as my heart slowly calmed down, the ecg machine slowly lost track, as the last curve on the graph became a straight line, I called the doctor

DoctorWhy did you just call me here?

At the moment but I can't say words, I know that all my fault. I just step, then a second, less so now if god give me a little time if I had to react ahead of time, my father can be saved, and unexpected surprise, finally happened, remorse and sadness is gradually squeezing and drowned in my heart, Standing next to the nurse is also feel my sad sad, at the moment I, tore heart crack lung to cry

meGod, what have I done wrong? Why are you doing this to me? I just want my family to be loved, I just want my family to be together, and I just want the world to be free of sorrow... This is all my fault... That's on me