第五章

“我们的聊天记录是我看过最难过的小说。”

“记得往前看 ，别烂在过去和梦里。”

“太理智的人总是爱到一半就退缩。”

“玫瑰即使凋零也高贵于路边的野花。”

“如果有人真正带着花来爱我了，我一定欣然接受他的爱意。”

“别人都在种麦子，你退出来种玫瑰，你要浪漫，你不要命……”

“不是每个人都能按照你期待的方式爱你。”

“我不得不假装喜欢月亮，因为太阳不会喜欢我，我偏爱着孤独，却又假装活在人群中。”

“那些对不起，就像机场延误的一句抱歉，就像瓶盖上的谢谢惠顾，都是空泛无义的礼貌用语。”

“人们总是把少年的勇气叫做叛逆，把孩子的不甘叫做顶嘴，把未成年的崩溃叫做矫情，把成年人的懦弱叫做顾全大局。”

“教堂的白鸽不会亲吻田野的乌鸦。”

“列车不会因为座位没满而不开车。”

“幸运的人一辈子都在被童年治愈，不幸的人一辈子都在治愈童年。”

“我以前以为喜欢是一件很了不起的事，能翻山越岭，能山海皆可平，后来我才明白，其实都不是 它连让你快乐都做不到。”

“小时候摔跤，总要看看周围有没有人，有就趴着哭，没有就笑笑爬起来；长大后“跌倒”，还是看看周围有没有人，有就笑着爬起来，没有趴着就哭。”

“他是我，想把光阴剪碎了，挑出最最轻盈闪烁的部分拼成星河赠与的人。”

“你不会真以为会有人像拍电影一样喜欢你四五年吧。”

“你是我字典里所有褒义词的集合，还胜过我世界里所有美好时刻的总和。”

“You are the collection of all the praise words in my dictionary, and you are better than the sum of all the beautiful moments in my world.”

“其实我存过你的照片，你喜欢的歌我也有去听，你感兴趣的一切我都有尝试过，我远比表面在意你。”

“In fact, I have saved your photos, I have listened to your favorite songs, and I have tried everything you are interested in. I care about you far more than the surface.”

“也说不出对你有多喜欢，只知道目前喜欢你的程度，是其余所有喜爱的事物加起来都无法企及的。你是第一，且遥遥领先。”

“I can't tell how much I like you. I only know how much I like you at the moment, which is beyond the reach of all the other favorite things together. You are number one and far ahead.”

“我有多喜欢你？就像天气预报说明天有雨，我都能听成明天有你。”

“How much do I like you? Just like the weather forecast says it will rain, I can hear you tomorrow.”

“数学中有个浪漫的词语，叫做有且仅有，你就是。”

“There is a romantic word in mathematics, which is called you and only, you are.”

“我会带着月亮的温柔和星星的光亮顺着银河进入你的梦里。”

“I will take the gentleness of the moon and the light of the stars along the galaxy into your dreams.”

“你心情不好的时候一定要和我讲，我可不想让别人来安慰。”

“You must tell me when you are in a bad mood, I don’t want others to comfort me.”

“我会在每个有意义的时刻，远隔山海与你共存。”

“I will coexist with you across the mountains and seas at every meaningful moment.”

“没有凌晨的太阳，我对傍晚的夕阳也不感兴趣，我的意思是 我非你不可。”

“There is no sun in the early morning, I am not interested in the sunset in the evening, I mean, I have to.”

“在所有物是人非的景色里，我最喜欢你。”

“I like you the most in a scene where everything is human and human.”

“你是世间最可爱的小星星，我爱了整个宇宙只为了跟你碰头。”

“You are the cutest little star in the world, I love the whole universe just to meet you.”

“最近体重上升了，绝对没有偷吃，只是把你偷偷放在心里。”

“I have gained weight recently, and I absolutely didn’t eat it secretly, I just kept you secretly in my heart.”

“梦见一个人，是因为你们现实中的牵绊太少了，少到回忆拼凑不起来，所以才有了梦。”

“Dreaming of a person is because you have too few ties in reality, so few memories can’t be put together, that’s why you have a dream.”

“没有回应的主动，尴尬难堪又自厌。”

“Take the initiative without responding, embarrassing and disgusting.”

“其实我在难过时也偷偷默念过你的名字。”

“In fact, I secretly recite your name when I'm sad.”

“旧账重提是因为这件事从未被妥善解决。”

“The old account was redrawn because the matter was never properly resolved.”

“截屏是因为以后再也没有机会听这种话了。”

“The screen shot is because there will be no chance to listen to this kind of words again.”

“花已经枯了，你再浇水也是多余。”

“The flowers are dead, and you water it is unnecessary.”

“抬头三尺有神明，我抬头没有神明，只有黑夜惶惶。”

“There is a god when I raise my head three feet, there is no god when I raise my head, only the night panic.”

“于是呀，那个怕黑的小朋友又被说会保护她的人丢下了，她从地上爬起来拍拍灰，一个人走进那条黑漆漆的巷子。”

“So, the kid who was afraid of the dark was left behind by the person who would protect her. She got up from the ground and patted the dust, and walked into the dark lane alone.”

“没有谁会突然消失，大家都只和自己想念的人联系。”

“No one disappears suddenly, everyone only connects with the people they miss.”

“我当然知道人是会变的，可当我感觉到你待我不如从前时，我还是偷偷难过了好久。”

“Of course I know that people will change, but when I feel you treat me worse than before, I still secretly sad for a long time.”

“怪我不识好歹，以为自己是例外。”

“Blame me for not knowing good or bad, thinking that I am an exception.”

“想通了以后，我把备注改成了你的名字，连名带姓最初的模样。”

“After I figured it out, I changed the remarks to your first name, with the initial appearance of both the first name and the last name.”

“我没有故事，只有自以为是的孤独和无人过问的情话。”

“I have no story, only self-righteous loneliness and love words that no one cares about.”

“你说教堂的白鸽会不会亲吻田野的乌鸦？”

“Do you think the white doves of the church will kiss the crows in the field?”

“人终究会被其年少不可得之物困扰一生。”

“After all, people will be haunted by things that are inaccessible to their youth.”

“恰好那天心情不好，恰好那晚你睡得早，恰好那天没有安全感，恰好我需要你的时候你都不在。”

“It happened to be in a bad mood that night, and you went to bed early that night, it happened that you were insecure that day, and you were not there when I needed you.”

“不经意的差别对待真的让人很心动。”

“The inadvertent differential treatment is really exciting.”

“就是突然不喜欢我了，我也没有任何办法让你留下来对吗？”

“I just don’t like me suddenly, I don’t have any way to let you stay, right?”

“其实也不是什么忘不掉的人，只是对那场无结果的付出和被浪费的炙热的爱，耿耿于怀罢了。”

“In fact, it’s not someone who can’t forget, just sorrowing about the fruitless and wasted passionate love.”

“搞怪的不是红绿灯，不是时机，而是我数不清的犹豫。”

“It’s not the traffic lights, it’s not the timing, it’s my innumerable hesitation.”

“那我就不等你了，这个春天如果有其他温柔的手伸向我的话，我也要尝试握紧了。”

“Then I won't wait for you this spring, if another gentle hand reaches out to me, I will try to hold it tight.”

“我好像只能袖手旁观的看着你喜欢上别人。”

“I can only stand by and watch you like others.”

“我以前以为喜欢是一件很了不起的事，能翻山越岭，能山海皆可平，后来我才明白其实都不是它连让你快乐都做不到。”

“I used to think that liking is a great thing, being able to climb the mountains and the mountains and the mountains and the seas can be equal.”

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