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“我知道他在撒谎，他也知道他在撒谎，他知道我知道他在撒谎，我也知道他知道我知道他在撒谎，但是他仍然在撒谎。”要是不喜欢我这种性格或者讨厌我的话你就慢慢的疏远我吧.我都会知道的.我会明白的.我也不会对你说任何大话.说任何空话.要是不喜欢就慢慢的疏远吧.或者就躲远一点就好了.我觉得还是把我删了吧.毕竟像我这种性格的好像也没人喜欢了.嗯吧.我觉得我不需要刻意的为谁改变.没人喜欢那就自己喜欢了.反正我们身边的关系就可有可无是把.好哒.那就祝你天天开心.早点睡觉咯.我其实真的很想你会回来 我在深夜想起你的时候还是会忍不住掉眼泪 消息写了又删 我也在你离开的时候拼命挽回过 这辈子最大的遗憾就是没能和你走到最后 答应过你的好多事都还没有完成 要是能在结婚的年纪遇见你就好了 我觉得这个世界好不公平真心总是被辜负 我求你回来的样子一定很烦吧 这些天写了很多话 想着哪天给你看看 想让你知道我这些天怎么过来的 你以前问我跟你在一起后不后悔 说实话我没有后悔 因为只要是我喜欢的不管好不好我都会把我最好的给你 我已经习惯有你的每一天 你走了 离开了 不要我了 我每天就像个废人一样抽烟喝酒 我以为这样就能消磨对你的思念 可是我每次喝醉了想到的人是你 可能觉得我特别没出息吧我还幻想着有一天 你在清晨深夜或午后 你会给我发一条很长的信息 短一点也没关系 告诉我 这些日子里 你从没忘记过我"I know he's lying, he knows he's lying, he knows I know he's lying, and I know he knows I know he's lying, but he's still lying." If you don't like my personality or hate me, please alienate me slowly. I'll know all about it. I'll understand. I won't tell you any big words or empty words. If you don't like it, please alienate yourself slowly. Or just stay away from me. I think it's better to delete me. After all, no one seems to like my personality. Well, I don't think I need to change for anyone deliberately. If no one likes it, just do it yourself. It's optional. OK, I wish you a happy day. Go to bed early. Actually, I really want you to come back. When I think of you in the middle of the night, I still can't help crying. The message was written and deleted, and I tried my best to save it when you left. The biggest regret in my life is that I couldn't go to the end with you, and many things I promised you haven't finished yet. If only I could meet you at the age of marriage, I think the world is unfair. I beg you. It must be annoying to come back. I have written a lot of words these days thinking about showing you one day, and I want you to know how I got here these days. You asked me before that I didn't regret being with you, and to be honest, I didn't regret it, because I will give you my best as long as it's what I like, whether it's good or not. I'm used to having you every day, and you leave me. I smoke and drink like a basket case every day, but I think it will kill my thoughts about you. Every time I get drunk, the person I think of is that you may think I am particularly worthless. I also fantasize that one day you will send me a long message in the early morning, late at night or in the afternoon. It doesn't matter if it is shorter. Tell me that you have never forgotten me in these days.