ghostbur中心向

*放弃生命并不是出路

英文版：

Why would I wish for the rain to touch me now

Instead of escaping it

Like I usually did

When I actually was a thing that could be touched

And felt

I truly missed the way I usd to take care of others lives

And I now regret it so much

That I wasn't aware of how much

I was in love with living

But instead

I allowed a moment destroy an entire life

Now there won't be days or weeks of regression

But a whole eternity of that

It will repeat without needing a start

To end

Because there won't be any of that

Just me

miserable and deep into a darkness trying to spread some sense

But now it's too late

Because even this space doesn't make sence itself

Now it's too late to even play these thoughts

In this empty space of nothing​

And the morning after I've been gone forever

I realized how much

I wanted to stay

How much I wanted to go back

To live it all

But that morning all I could see after I opened my eyes was that...

Everything had a life

But not me

Not me anymore1

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