第十五章：吻

“我努力变成一个温柔的人 但是我发现温柔是有天赋的人生 就温柔 我尽量变得很累 于是我选择特定的人 温柔他们对我好 我就收敛脾气 直到现在我还是爱说反话 还是喜欢嘴硬 我依然记得自己是一个没有长大就遇到那个一遇到挫折 就想逃跑是情绪崩溃 暴躁的时候 你说的那些狠话 承诺保证一而再 再而三的攻击我 我无处可逃 难过的时候 从来都是一个人好过 来的 谁不是在崩溃边缘 还要撑着微笑面对 明天什么都不要说了 安全感我也不要了 不用考虑 我没感觉 雨太大 撑伞也没有用了 我的意思是无所谓了 .”

"I tried to become a gentle person, but I found that gentleness had a gifted life. I tried to become very tired, so I chose a specific person who was gentle to me well. So I restrained my temper. Until now, I still like to talk nonsense or like to be hard-mouthed. I still remember that when I encountered setbacks before I grew up and wanted to escape. When I was emotional breakdown. When I was irritable, I promised to attack me again and again. I had nowhere to escape. When I was sad, I was always felt better alone. Who was not on the verge of collapse and face it with a smile. I didn't want to say anything tomorrow. I didn't want to think about it. I didn't feel that it was too heavy and it was useless to hold an umbrella. I mean it didn't matter."

张极“不是不喜欢，只是……”

乔小鱼“只是什么”

看着乔小鱼的目光，张极咽了咽口水，认命的拉过乔小鱼，吻上了那张粉色的红唇。

张极争夺者乔小鱼嘴里的氧气，随后又度入新的空气，这让乔小鱼忍不住颤抖了一下。

一吻结束，两个人的嘴边多了一道银丝。

乔小鱼“张极你……”

张极“对不起，我忍不住”

乔小鱼被逗笑了，看着脸色有点红润的张极，没有在调侃，只是努力回想事情。

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