你遗憾吗

吃完饭后不是很晚，苏沐颜提出一起去找个地方玩玩。周深说自己知道一个小树林很安静，可以去那看风景，几人也同意了。聊了一会，周深和苏沐颜便打闹起来。两人玩的不亦乐乎。萧墨尘和克莱德坐在原地看着两人打闹。突然克莱德开口了。

克莱德Are you really not jealous when you see her playing with other boys?（看着她和其他男生打闹，你真的不吃醋吗？）

萧墨尘I didn't take the initiative. What right do I have to be jealous. （是我没有主动，我有什么资格吃醋 。）

萧墨尘In fact, when Zhou Shen appeared, I knew it was impossible for me and her.（从周深出现的那一刻起，我就知道我和她是没有可能的。）

萧墨尘Although I love her, she only treats me as a brother.（尽管我爱她，但她仅仅把我当哥哥看罢了。）

克莱德Are you willing?（你甘心吗？）

萧墨尘There is nothing to be unwilling to do, as long as she is happy.（没有什么甘不甘心，她开心就好。）

萧墨尘Clyde, do you have anyone you like?（克莱德你有没有喜欢的人？）

克莱德Had.（有。）

萧墨尘抬眸看向克莱得。

克莱德Her name is Bonnie, my high school classmates.She was my first love.When we moved in New York, we were still in contact with the email, and later I didn't know what happened.We met this at the university, we met,we're together. Then I left for the future, and we agreed to marry her when I came back.It was five years later when I came back. She lost contact, and I asked a lot of people, and then I found out that she had left New York. I don't know how she got my call.（她叫邦妮，是我的高中同学，她是我的初恋。在高二那年我们一家搬去了纽约，前几个月我们还是通过邮箱联系后来不知道怎么了，她失联了，大学时我们相遇了，我们在一起了，后来为了前途，我离开了她，我们约定等我回来就娶她。我回来已经是五年后了，她又失联了，我问了很多人才知道她已经不在纽约了。后来她不知道通过什么方式要来我的电话。）

萧墨尘Didn't you tell her your heart?（你没有和她表明心意吗？）

克莱德I came back, and she.. She put on a white wedding dress and became someone else's bride.（我回来了，而她……穿上了洁白的婚纱成为了别人的新娘。)

克莱德She and I just missed it.（我和她就这样错过了。）

萧墨尘The day of the wedding. Did you cry? （婚礼那天，你哭了吗？）

克莱德Of course the wedding should be happy. Why are you crying.（婚礼应该开开心心的，哭什么。）

克莱德She looks really beautiful in her wedding dress.I was fine that day except for the guy in the suit who got down on one knee to her.（她穿上婚纱的样子真的很美。那天除了穿着西服向她单膝下跪的人不是我都挺好的。）

萧墨尘Are you sorry?（你遗憾吗？）

克莱德Of course.（当然。）

萧墨尘Do you know? In Chinese costume TV series, the heroine often gets married, and the hero goes to rob the bride.（你知道吗？在中国的古装电视剧里经常会出现女主大婚，男主去抢亲。）

克莱德But that man is not me……（可是那个男主不是我啊……）

克莱德Besides, the wedding is very important to everyone. If you really love her, how can you have the heart to ruin her wedding?（婚礼对每个人都很重要，如果真的爱她 又怎么忍心破坏她的婚礼。）

克莱德沉默了一会，笑了。

萧墨尘What are you laughing at?（笑什么？）

克莱德How can a TV play be a reality?（电视剧是电视剧，怎么可能是现实呢？）

萧墨尘Yes, and even if the second man is infatuated, the woman will not hesitate to marry the man.（是啊，就算男二很痴情，女主还是会毫不犹豫的现在男主。）

萧墨尘If Cinderella is not the heroine, how can she be liked by the prince.（如果灰姑娘不是女主，又怎么会被王子看上。）

克莱德There are many passers-by in one's life, and in her world, I became that passer-by. In my world, she became the passer-by, and we finally passed by.（人的一生有很多过客，在她的世界里我成为了那个过客，在我的世界里她成为那个过客，我们终是擦肩而过。）

克莱德TheyThey're princesses, but we're not their princes.（她们是公主，可我们不是她们的王子。）

克莱德It would be nice if everything was as beautiful as a fairy tale.（如果一切都像童话一样美好，那该多好。）

萧墨尘If everything in reality is beautiful, why do people create fairy tales?（如果现实的一切都是美好的，那人们为什么还有创造童话啊？）

克莱德笑了笑，没有说话了。

萧墨尘If you do it again, if you go back to the day of your wedding, will that change?（如果再来一次，让你回到婚礼那天，在一切会改变吗？）

克莱德Unable to.（不会。）

萧墨尘Why?（为什么？）

克莱德Go back and do what? Yelling "Bonnie, I love you, can you stop getting married" from the audience?（回去干什么？在观众席大喊“邦妮，我爱你，能不能不要结婚了”了吗？）

克莱德Wouldn't that be ruining her wedding? Besides, if I shout, can she take off her wedding dress and go away with me regardless?（这样不就是在破坏她的婚礼吗？况且我喊了，她就能不顾一切和我一起远走高飞吗？）

克莱德Missed is missed, I am not qualified to regret and not qualified to retain her, because I personally pushed her away.（错过了就是错过了，我没有资格遗憾也没有资格挽留她，是我亲手将她推开的。）

萧墨尘看着克莱德，话到嘴边，终是没说出口。