国庆节快乐，我的生日快乐

今天是十月一号，是我们国家的生日，在这里，我给国家说一声生日快乐！

今天是十月一号，是我们国家的生日，在这里，我给国家说一声生日快乐！Today is October 1st, is the birthday of our country, here, I say happy birthday to the country!

祖国生日快乐！我为你骄傲，我为你的强大骄傲！我更为我是你的子民骄傲！我为我是中国人而自豪！

祖国生日快乐！我为你骄傲，我为你的强大骄傲！我更为我是你的子民骄傲！我为我是中国人而自豪！Happy birthday to the motherland! I'm proud of you! I'm proud of how strong you are! I am more proud to be your people! I am proud of being Chinese!

今天既是祖国的生日，同时也是我的生日，这还是我自出生以来二十多年第一次过生在国庆节这天，第一次与祖国同时过生

今天既是祖国的生日，同时也是我的生日，这还是我自出生以来二十多年第一次过生在国庆节这天，第一次与祖国同时过生Today is both the birthday of the motherland, but also my birthday, this is the first time since I was born more than 20 years in the National Day, the first time with the motherland at the same time

当然这个生日不仅难忘，也让我难过，因为在过生的前几天我外婆因为脑梗塞摔倒了，而且发现的时候已经很晚了，所以送去医院点时候右手都已经瘫痪了，这几天外婆一直在医院住院，还好这今天外婆能够睁眼喃喃的说几句话，其实我想不明白，为什么明明之前还好好的，怎么现在就变成这样了

当然这个生日不仅难忘，也让我难过，因为在过生的前几天我外婆因为脑梗塞摔倒了，而且发现的时候已经很晚了，所以送去医院点时候右手都已经瘫痪了，这几天外婆一直在医院住院，还好这今天外婆能够睁眼喃喃的说几句话，其实我想不明白，为什么明明之前还好好的，怎么现在就变成这样了Of course this birthday memorable not only, also let me sad, because in a few days ago my grandmother had fell down because of cerebral infarction, and find that time was already very late, so went to the hospital when the right hand has been paralyzed, grandma has been in the hospital these days, also good this grandma today can open murmured a few words, in fact, I don't understand, Why is it like this when everything was fine before

在我读初中的时候，其实外婆有过一次脑梗塞，但是因为我在家，当即就送往了医院，所以在医院里面只带了两天左右就回来了(大大也记不得很清楚了，因为当时大大还要读书，就被爸妈赶了回去)而且之后外婆虽然有一些小毛病，但是身体都还不错，至少不知道为什么这次会再一次脑梗塞

在我读初中的时候，其实外婆有过一次脑梗塞，但是因为我在家，当即就送往了医院，所以在医院里面只带了两天左右就回来了(大大也记不得很清楚了，因为当时大大还要读书，就被爸妈赶了回去)而且之后外婆虽然有一些小毛病，但是身体都还不错，至少不知道为什么这次会再一次脑梗塞When I read junior high school of time, in fact, my grandmother had a cerebral infarction, but because I am at home, was immediately taken to the hospital, so it only took about two days in hospital was back (greatly also remember very clearly, because at that time greatly but also read a book, was my parents kicked back) and after the grandmother although has a little problem, but the body is not bad, At least we don't know why we had another stroke

其实我也有一些内疚，因为前一天晚上我在加班，我外婆给我打电话的时候，因为工作很忙就没有和她好好说话，只是说了一两句就挂了电话，这时候想想如果那时候我能耐心一点，叮嘱她一下，是不是外婆就不会摔倒了，这次要不是刚好是星期天，我哥哥在家的话，我还不知道我外婆会怎样！

其实我也有一些内疚，因为前一天晚上我在加班，我外婆给我打电话的时候，因为工作很忙就没有和她好好说话，只是说了一两句就挂了电话，这时候想想如果那时候我能耐心一点，叮嘱她一下，是不是外婆就不会摔倒了，这次要不是刚好是星期天，我哥哥在家的话，我还不知道我外婆会怎样！Actually I also have some guilt, because I in overtime, the night before my grandmother give me a call, because the work is very busy, not to talk with her, just say a word or two is hung up the phone and then see if I can be patient, then told her once in a while, if grandma won't fall, if it were not for this time is just on Sunday, my brother at home, I don't know what will happen to my grandmother!

因为我个人的性格比较内向，而且不想让父母担心，所以这几天我都是偷偷哭泣的，不敢当着我爸妈都面前哭泣，哪怕伤心也只能晚上睡觉的时候偷偷流泪，写着这里的时候我突然好想我外公，因为我老爸这边的父母，也就是我爷奶，他们是传统之人，重男轻女，所以对我我们一家很不好，对我二爸一家很好，就因为我二爸生了一个男孩

因为我个人的性格比较内向，而且不想让父母担心，所以这几天我都是偷偷哭泣的，不敢当着我爸妈都面前哭泣，哪怕伤心也只能晚上睡觉的时候偷偷流泪，写着这里的时候我突然好想我外公，因为我老爸这边的父母，也就是我爷奶，他们是传统之人，重男轻女，所以对我我们一家很不好，对我二爸一家很好，就因为我二爸生了一个男孩Because my personal character is introverted and don't want to let the parents worry, so these days I was secretly crying, afraid to cry in front of my parents are in front, even if sad also can only secretly tears, when you go to sleep at night I suddenly want to write here my grandfather, because my dad's side of parents, is also my ye milk, they are traditional people, son preference, So it's bad for me and my family, and it's good for my parents' family, because my parents have a boy

小时候一放学我就会起我外公外婆家，外公外婆对我那是真的好的没话说，但是我还来不及挣钱给外公花，外公就走了，这其实一直都是我的一个遗憾，我真的好想外公

不知道你们能不能理解小时候经常看见奶奶骂自己母亲的感受，还有为了一块钱，想要买个糖吃，都需要哭上一天才有，然后看着弟弟不需要哭就有十块钱的零花钱是什么感受，我还记得我小时候，父母就已经去了上海打工，那时候，两人一个月的工资加起来至少有一万，每月寄回家点都有六千，我读书还是读的公立学校，只需要伙食费，一个月的伙食费也才五百，但是要一块钱都那么难，有时候还经常将我一个人留在家，是的，没有满十岁，就我一个人在家过夜，第二天一早还要自己起来做早饭，越想越觉得上天不公平，真是好人不长命，祸害遗千年