2021.8.22

后来我学会把天聊死，故意听不懂任何暗示，看穿了所有的套路，对任何人没了兴趣。

Later I learned to talk to death, deliberately do not understand any hint, see through all the routines, no interest in anyone.

想买一个熊套，穿上去以后，从高楼跳下去，人家会以为，那是别人一只不要的熊。

If you want to buy a bear cover and jump off a tall building after wearing it, people will think that it is a bear that others do not want.

我能咬牙吃一百种苦，却害怕突然有人心疼，我终于扛不住了，把所有心事都说出来，却有人说我不懂事。

I can bite the teeth to eat a hundred kinds of suffering, but suddenly afraid of someone love dearly, I finally can not carry, all the heart out, but some people say I don't understand.

你说不爱他的样子，就像小朋友手里攥着一把糖，糖纸都露在外面，却拼命摇头说没有，我没有。

The way you say you don't love him is like a child holding a handful of sweets with the wrappers sticking out and shaking his head no, I don't.

人可能在坚持做某一件事的时候，很难看到即时的收益。也许是考研，也许是高考，也许是人生任何一种形式的赛道。你一个人跑了很久很久，觉得又孤独又累，但我想说的是，终有一天，你做的这些努力，都会留下痕迹。那时候的你，再回过头去看的时候，会感谢现在的自己。

It may be difficult to see immediate benefits when you stick to something. Perhaps it is the postgraduate entrance examination, perhaps it is the college entrance examination, perhaps it is the track of any form of life. You've been running for a long, long time by yourself, and you've been lonely and tired, but all I'm saying is, one day, all this effort, it's gonna leave a trail. You will look back and thank yourself for who you are now.