2021.8.22

后来我才发现，这不是他的问题，是我想要的越来越多，需要要他做很多的事来弥补我缺少的安全感，这事怪我

I realized later that it wasn't his problem. It was that I wanted more and more, and he needed to do a lot of things to make up for my lack of security. It was my fault

特别想和他一起过这个冬天特别想跨年的时候和他一起倒数零点和他一起喝一杯奶茶把鼻子冻得通红扑进他怀里感受着他的体温

Particularly want to spend this winter with him particularly want to cross the New Year's eve and he together count down to zero and drink a cup of milk tea with him the nose cold red rushed into his arms to feel his body temperature

不喜欢说话但是如果我喜欢和你聊我喜欢的东西那你真的很重要我希望可以有一个人会很认真的听我讲话即使我说的都是废话.

I don't like to talk, but if I like to talk to you about what I like, then you are really important. I want to have someone who will listen to me even if what I say is nonsense.

他们都说难过的时候睡一觉就好了，可是醒来还是会很难过。

They all say that when they are sad, they can sleep it off, but they still feel sad when they wake up.

还是那个爱笑的女孩子但是我长大了我要去追求有结果的人和事

Still that girl who loves laughing, but when I grow up, I want to pursue the people and things with results

我还是相信，星星会说话，石头会开花，穿过夏天的木栏，冬天的雪花之后，你终归抵达。

I still believe that the stars will talk, the stones will blossom, through the summer fence, winter snow, you will arrive at the end.

未来会怎样，要用力走下去才知道，你既然认准了一条路，又何必去打听要走多久，先变成更喜欢的自己，反正路还长天总会亮。

What the future will be, to go on to know, since you look for a road, why go to inquire about how long to go, first become more like their own, anyway, the road is still long day will always be bright.