2021.8.19

大概就是太累太压抑太负能量了，没办法调整好自己的负面情绪，就是会突然难过，头一低眼泪就掉下来了，只有自己明白一个人在家，开着灯抱着手机不说话，房间就一点声音都没有。我只想快乐仅此而已。

Probably is too tired, too depressed and too negative energy, can not adjust their negative emotions, is suddenly sad, the first low tears fell down, only oneself understand a person at home, open the light and hold the mobile phone do not talk, the room is not a sound. I just want to be happy, that's all.

有时候真的想买一个熊套，穿上去以后直接从高楼跳下去，人家也只会认为这只是别人不要的玩偶

Sometimes if you really want to buy a bear holster and jump off a tall building after wearing it, people will think it is just a doll that others do not want

我能咬呀吃一百种苦，却害怕突然有人心疼，我终于扛不住了，把所有的心事都说出来，却被说不懂事

I can bite and eat a hundred kinds of pain, but I'm afraid that suddenly someone feels bad, I finally can't carry, all my heart out, but was said not sensible

如果我知道那是我们最后一次见面，我一定会狠狠的抱紧你

If I had known that would be the last time we'd ever see each other, I would have hugged you so hard

你说不爱他的样子，就像小朋友手里攥着一把糖，糖纸都露在外面，却拼命摇头说没有，我没有。

The way you say you don't love him is like a child holding a handful of sweets with the wrappers sticking out and shaking his head no, I don't.

他会告诉他下一任女朋友，说之前有一个傻傻的女孩喜欢我，但她没你好看，没你可爱，没你有趣，最重要的是她没有我的爱

He'll tell his next girlfriend that there was a silly girl who liked me, but she wasn't as good-looking, not as cute, not as funny, and most of all, she didn't have my love