第十九章

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I walk around everyday，我终日闲庭信步，With my head above the darkness，尽管已经身处黑暗，The storm below，那深渊席卷的风暴，I just can't face it，我始终难以正视，So I don't，那就逃避吧，You say I don't care at all，你说我不把你放心上，But if you only knew，但若你知，At night all the sleep I lose，每至深夜我辗转反侧的痛苦，Over what I can't change，超出我所能承受，You don't understand that this world's too cold，你不明了这世界的寒冷，And my skin's not thick，而我并非麻木不仁，It's too thin，而是脆弱不堪，In an ocean that's as big as this，身处一片汪洋空阔寂寥如此，It's hard to stay afloat, not sink，便难以浮于其上而不沉入海底，I think I might just sink，我想我也许已沉，So I need to think shallow thoughts，所以让我变得铁石心肠吧，So that I don't fall too deep，这样我就不用，In water I can't take，沉入令我苦苦挣扎的深海，'Cos that's the only way I know，因为那是一条，How to stay breathing，让我知我仍存于世的独径，And keep myself from feeling，然后让我不再去回忆，Every single blow that comes my way，这一走路来的每一个伤疤，I just stay in the shallow，我情愿铁石心肠，The world can be a scary place，这世界本就不那么美好，And it can tear you up if you let it，若你置若罔闻它便轻易将你撕成碎片，So I had to learn to forget it the hard way，所以我只能学着用困难的方式忘记悲痛，Oh, you don't understand that this world's too cold，宝贝 你不明了这世界过于寒冷，And my skin's not thick，而我并非麻木不仁，It's too thin，而是脆弱不堪，In an ocean that's as big as this，身处一片汪洋空阔寂寥如此，It's hard to stay afloat, not sink，便难以浮于其上而不沉入海底，I think I might just sink，我想我也许已沉，So I need to think shallow thoughts，所以让我变得铁石心肠吧，So that I don't fall too deep，这样我就不用，In water I can't take，沉入令我苦苦挣扎的深海，'Cos that's the only way that I know，因为那是一条，How to stay breathing，让我知我仍存于世的独径，And keep myself from feeling，然后让我不再去回忆，Every single blow that comes my way，这一走路来的每一个伤疤，我情愿铁石心肠，让我变得铁石心肠吧，这样我就不用，沉入令我苦苦挣扎的深海，因为那是一条，让我知我仍存于世的独径，然后让我不再去回忆，这一走路来的每一个伤疤，我情愿铁石心肠，让我变得铁石心肠吧，这样我就不用，沉入令我苦苦挣扎的深海，因为那是一条，让我知我仍存于世的独径，然后让我不再去回忆，So I need to think shallow thoughts，让我变得铁石心肠吧，这样我就不用，沉入令我苦苦挣扎的深海，因为那是一条，让我知我仍存于世的独径，然后让我不再去回忆，Every single blow that comes my way，这一走路来的每一个伤疤，I just stay in the shallow，我情愿铁石心