想带你去寻找光明

“我好像并没有做什么奇怪的事情。”

I don't seem to have done anything strange.

“其实我也是很羡慕别的小女生收到花，收到唇膏，收到各种各样的惊喜，我嘴上说，反正我都买得起，但还是偷偷羡慕过。所以希望你啊，拜托拜托，送花给我 偷偷准备热门色号的唇膏给我，摸摸我的头 ，天冷的时候把我的手放在你的口袋里，俗气而又热烈的喜欢我。”

In fact, I also envy other girls who receive flowers, receive lipsticks, receive various kinds of surprises, and I say, anyway, I can afford to buy them, but I secretly envy them. So I hope you, please, please send me flowers and secretly prepare the lipstick for the hot colors, feel my head, put my hands in your pocket when it's cold, and love me with a vulgar and warm heart.

“你看这个人，嘴上说着喜欢我，却又让我这么难过。”

Look at this man. He likes me, but he makes me so sad.

“最崩溃的是连难过也要偷偷的。”

The most collapse is even sad to secretly.

“我满身黑暗，却想带你见光明。”

I'm full of darkness, but I want to show you the light.

“我是一个很不好相处的成年人，也是一个很伤心的小朋友。”

I am a very difficult adult and a very sad child.

“我不看月亮也不说想你，这样月亮和你都被蒙在鼓里。”

I don't look at the moon and I don't miss you, so the moon and you are kept in the dark.

“不能及时抽身，也要慢慢离开。”

If you can't get out in time, you have to leave slowly.

“我不敢再对任何人倾其所有了，因为我不是小孩子了，我真的不想对方牵了我的手又转身不要我，我真的害怕对方给了我希望又让我绝望。”

I don't dare to give anything to anyone anymore, because I'm not a child anymore. I really don't want the other party to hold my hand and turn away from me. I'm really afraid that the other party will give me hope and make me despair.

“我都这么不要脸了，你就不能心疼我一下吗？”

I'm so shameless, can't you love me?

“你才见过几个人啊怎么就非他不可了。”

You've only met a few people. Why do you have to be him?

“有时关不上冰箱的门，脚趾撞到了桌腿。临出门找不到想要的东西，突然忍不住掉泪，你觉得小题大做，只有我自己知道为什么。”

"Sometimes I can't close the door of the refrigerator and my toe hits the leg of the table. I can't find what I want when I go out. I can't help crying. You think it's a big deal. Only I know why. "