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16、心坎一片荒芜，充斥了平庸，对执手相恋的感觉早就变的麻木，在另一个虚幻的世界中沉溺，不知道本身该做什么，疲惫、倦慢、冷淡、厌恶。

the heart is desolate and filled with mediocrity. the feeling of holding hands and falling in love has long been numb. i am addicted to another imaginary world and don't know what i should do. i am tired, tired, cold and disgusted.

17、我没有很刻意的去想念你，我只是在很多小的瞬间想起了你，比如一部电影，一首歌，一句歌词，一条曾经走过的马路和无数个闭上眼睛的瞬间。

i didn't think of you very deliberately. i just thought of you in a lot of small moments, such as a movie, a song, a lyrics, a road i used to walk and countless moments when i closed my eyes.

18、人的一生有很多幸运，比如遇见你，原来你是我最想留住的幸运。你永远也看不到我最寂寞时的样子，因为你不在我身边的时候，我才最寂寞。

people's life has a lot of luck, such as meeting you, so you are the one i want to keep most. you will never see me when i am most lonely, because when you are not around me, i am most lonely.

19、舍不得伤害别人，总是带着笑去原谅；顾不得心疼自己，总是含着泪去支撑。一些感受，只能交予心，揉进泪；一些感情，只能止于唇，藏于心。

do not want to hurt others, always with a smile to forgive; do not care about yourself, always with tears to support. some feelings can only be given to the heart and rubbed into tears; some feelings can only be confined to the lips and hidden in the heart.

20、小时候，以为心事可以说给最亲的人听，长大了才知道，有些事情有些泪，只能吞进肚子里慢慢难受，总好过说出来别人不懂，反骂你矫情。

when i was a child, i thought that i could tell my thoughts to the most intimate people. when i grew up, i knew that some things had tears. i could only swallow them into my stomach and feel uncomfortable. it's better than saying that others don't understand and scold you for being hypocritical.

21、拼命对一个人好，生怕做错一点对方就不喜欢你，这不是爱，而是取悦；分手后觉得更爱对方，没他就活不下去，这也不是爱，是不甘心。

try your best to be good to a person, for fear that if you do something wrong, the other person will not like you, which is not love, but please; after breaking up, you feel that you love the other person more, and you will not live without him, which is not love, is not reconciled.

22、迷茫，但从不逃避现实。怯弱，但必要时会拿出足够的勇气。虽然没有宏伟的理想，但每一天都在默默的努力。也许渺小，但值得自己骄傲。

confused, but never escapist. timid, but will show enough courage when necessary. although there is no grand ideal, but every day in the silent efforts. it may be small, but it's worth being proud of.

23、有时候，我们想笑，却必须要装出悲伤的神情；有时候，我们想哭，却必须要挤出僵硬的笑容。时间让我们看透，什么时候该收，什么时候该走。

sometimes, we want to laugh, but we have to pretend to be sad; sometimes, we want to cry, but we have to squeeze out a stiff smile. time allows us to see through, when to receive, when to leave.