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如果一切能重来,陆毅X卡尔

《如果一切能重来》

你没事吧?

没事。(冷漠)

都伤的这么重,还说没事。(帮陆毅涂药)

为什么要救我?

啊?

我问你为什么要救我,你知道我身份的,我随时可以杀了你,你不害怕吗?

(笑)

你笑什么?

我要是害怕,我也不会救你。

谢谢

你叫什么名字?

陆毅

卡尔

陆毅

嗯?怎么了?

你家在哪啊?我送你回家吧。

不知道。

啊?不会吧,你自己都不知道你自己家在哪啊?

我只知道我是在杀手基地里长大的,至于自己的家,我从来不知道在哪。

那你住我家吧。

可以是可以,那我怕杀手基地的人会找上门来。

……

陆毅抱我。

你都多大了,怎么还那么爱撒娇?

那也只对你撒娇。

好好好。(抱着卡尔)

……

对不起,再见了,卡尔。

看来我们终究不能在一起啊……

也许这就是命运吧,有缘再见。

我们还会在一起吗?你还会回来吗?

或许吧,也有可能这是我们最后一次在一起了。

不要,不要离开我。

对不起了卡尔,为了你的安全我必须这么做。(打晕)

唔(晕)

对不起,再见。(独自一人引开杀手基地的人)

……

唔(醒来)

醒了。

老大!(想挣脱绑住双手的绳子)

你为什么不杀他?

谁?

卡尔啊

她之前救过我,我怎么可能会杀她,更何况我也没有老大你这么无情。

那如果我让你死在她面前呢。

你想干什么?!

(手里拿着慢性毒药)你说呢?

!(扭过头)(挣扎)

(强行灌下)

咳咳!(吐血)

毒药的作用可是一个月,你也该死去了。

原来你一直都在利用我!

随你怎么说。

……

放开我!(手和脚都被绳子绑着)

再见了。

……

这里是哪里?

陆毅你可算是醒了,担心死我了。

卡尔,你怎么在这?

我看你被人绑着扔在树林里,当时你晕倒了,我就把你救回来了。

你又救了我,咳咳咳。

你怎么了?

没事,只是有点不舒服而已,不用担心我。

好吧,那你小心点。

嗯(一个月的时间吗,看来我们注定不能在一起啊)

陆毅你怎么了?

没事。

你最近能陪陪我吗?

可以啊,不早了,先睡吧。

我想和你一起睡。

……

咳咳咳

陆毅你没事吧?你最近咳嗽越来越严重了。

卡尔离这个月月底还有几天?

一个星期,怎么了吗?陆毅,怎么突然问起这个了?

我……

怎么了?

其实我有一件事一直瞒着你,本来不想告诉你的。

什么事啊?

我被人下了慢性毒药。

什么时候的事?

一个月前,也就是你第2次救我回来的那天。

你怎么不早说啊?

我不想你因为我而担心,更何况之前做任务时,有几次也和死亡擦肩而过,对于死亡我已经不害怕了。

所以说你一个星期后就会……

嗯,对不起啊,瞒你这么久,本来不打算告诉你的。

不要(抱着陆毅哭)

别哭了,乖。

我们终究还是不能在一起……

命运就是如此啊……

……

陆毅我出去一趟

小心点。

嗯。

……

喝了吧

好,咳咳咳

还是不行吗?

卡尔别找了,慢性毒药是没有解药的。(骗卡尔)(对不起为你的安全我宁愿去死)

……

对不起,再见。

你终究还是离开了我,如果一切能重来该多好。

……

是啊,有时候救一个人,可能是你出于善良,救的不管他的身份,从刚开始冷漠的陌生人到最后变成形影不离的爱人,从刚开始的美好到最后悲惨的结局,如果给你一次重新选择的机会,你还会救他吗?是选择放任不管,还是救他?有时候表面看上去美好,可结局往往让人痛心。

冬去春回花满山岗,回想往事旧梦一场;情似流水缘本无常,红尘琐事人瘦花黄,缘尽情散一别两宽,任凭谁依在你身旁。

都说梦境十分美好,

但再好的美梦也有醒来的一天。

都说星河十分绚烂,

但星河也会随着夜色的退去而退去。

再好的事物也终有尽时,如烟花虽美,

但也悬转瞬而逝。

花火凋零的那一刻,

这处于悉的气息缓慢的淡化,

努力去靠近去触模去感受,

可最终还是在孤独的世界中,孤独一个人。

人事相遇别徘徊,

定是机缘早安排。

人间万事讲因果,

可遇不求顺自然。 //@那年那你~: 昨天在偶然的机会下听到这首歌《风居住的街道》,被这首歌的旋律深深吸引,它总会让人莫名的沉静下来,感受其中那淡淡的忧伤和少许的无奈。二胡和钢琴声此起彼伏,相互缠绕,一方倾诉、一方聆听;一边是柔柔相思的守望、一边则是幽幽柔情的荡漾。我特意去查了下这首歌的背景故事,正如介绍里面说的那样,钢琴和二胡相追相随,缠绵交织,却永远都不会重合,就像一对相知却不能相守的恋人。

这,让我不由的想起她。三年时光真的很漫长,虽然早已习惯没有她的日子,但是在某瞬间,她的身影还是会闪现在我的脑海中。想念她的感觉很美,会让我觉得充实、让我觉得满足。想念她的感觉也很苦,会让我难过、让我孤独。想念她的感觉更无奈,会让我迷失自己,让我没有方向。最重要的是,想念她的感觉会让我心痛。

记忆,可以是一个人的事情,我们都不在是当时青涩又幼稚的孩子,不会再有不合实际的幻想,但是心中确立的感情,历经时间的荏苒依旧如此刻骨铭心。固执的美好藏在脑海最深处,哪怕时间流逝,也不会带走任何记忆。

这一生,我很庆幸遇到她,和她在一起我感受到了爱情带来的欢愉,也经受分手时疼痛到灵魂的分离,再承受相思的折磨。若问今生还有什么念想,我就只想与她牵手到老···可是缘分尽了,谁能栏得住?

几许深情、几许惆怅,不思量、自难忘!

止步回眸那曾经的过往,驻足凝视那风居住过的街道,奈何那份执着,因风而逝!

风过、忆停!

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风 疯狂的吹来

我走在街道里 不跺开

已习惯为雨等待

这样 任何的情绪就都会被掩盖

任泪雨交织一起 汇成海

再溶入我的情怀

浇灌花开

为此 我一直都在

风居住的街道里爱我所爱。

--------------------------一人生就是一阵风,起了,没了。 理想就是一盏灯,燃了,灭了。 人情就是一阵雨,下了,干了。 朋友就是一层云,聚了,散了。 闲愁就是一壶酒,醉了,醒了。 寂寞就是一颗星,闪了,灭了。 孤独就是一轮月,升了,落了。 死亡就是一场梦,累了,睡了。

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风不能为街道停留,

街道也不能追随风。

风若停驻在了街道,

那么风也就不存在。

风是街道命运中的过客,

街道只是风途径的路标。

不要争论谁为谁停留,

风居住的街道也一样居住在风中。

离去是一种无奈的割舍,

不追随跟离去一样令人唏嘘。

谁又知道街道的苦衷。

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卡尔If I fall in love with you, it is only a dream, that dream woke up, how can I sleep again?(如果我爱上你,它只是一个梦,那梦醒了,我又该如何重新睡去?)

陆毅Knowing an old dream long ago, Mo sighed that the end was set when we met. People of different identities are destined not to be together in their lives. Now that the ending is set, let it happen. After all, fate is so cruel. And ruthless.(早知旧梦一场,莫叹心如水凉,结局在我们相遇时就已定,不同身份的人是命中注定不能在一起的,既然结局已定那就让它发生好了,毕竟命运就是这样残酷而又无情。)

卡尔If I could do it all over again, I would rather die for you.(如果一切能重来,我宁愿替你去死。)

陆毅You don’t have to do this. Maybe you can change the present, but you can’t change the ending. Whether the past is good or bad, you can not forget it, but you must learn to let it go. Remember that no matter what the ending is, you must Love yourself, the only self in this world, let go of the past, you don’t have to pay too much attention to what happened in the past...(你不必这么做,也许你这样可以改变眼前,但改变不了结局,过去的事情无论是好还是坏,你可以不忘记,但你一定要学会放下,记住无论结局是怎么样的,你都要好好爱自己,这个世界上唯一的自己,放下过去吧,你不用太在意过去发生的事……)

陆毅Right and wrong, right and wrong, love and hate, after many years, you will remember me? Carl.(是与非,对与错,爱与恨,多年之后,你,还会记得我吗?卡尔。)

If I fall in love with you, it is only a dream, that dream woke up, how can I sleep again?(如果我爱上你,它只是一个梦,那梦醒了,我又该如何重新睡去?)

Knowing an old dream long ago, Mo sighed that the end was set when we met. People of different identities are destined not to be together in their lives. Now that the ending is set, let it happen. After all, fate is so cruel. And ruthless.(早知旧梦一场,莫叹心如水凉,结局在我们相遇时就已定,不同身份的人是命中注定不能在一起的,既然结局已定那就让它发生好了,毕竟命运就是这样残酷而又无情。)

If I could do it all over again, I would rather die for you.(如果一切能重来,我宁愿替你去死。)

You don’t have to do this. Maybe you can change the present, but you can’t change the ending. Whether the past is good or bad, you can not forget it, but you must learn to let it go. Remember that no matter what the ending is, you must Love yourself, the only self in this world, let go of the past, you don’t have to pay too much attention to what happened in the past...(你不必这么做,也许你这样可以改变眼前,但改变不了结局,过去的事情无论是好还是坏,你可以不忘记,但你一定要学会放下,记住无论结局是怎么样的,你都要好好爱自己,这个世界上唯一的自己,放下过去吧,你不用太在意过去发生的事……)

Right and wrong, right and wrong, love and hate, after many years, you will remember me? Carl.(是与非,对与错,爱与恨,多年之后,你,还会记得我吗?卡尔。)

I'm sorry that I hurt you after all.(对不起,终究还是我害了你。)

You Don't have to blame Yourself. This is reality, and we can't change it.(你不用太自责,这就是现实,我们没法改变。)

I can lose anything, but I can't lose you.(我什么都可以失去,唯独不能失去你。)

You don't have to care too much about the past, let it go, without me, you can find a better one, can't you?(你不用太在意过去发生的事,过去的就让它过去吧,没了我,你还可以找一个更好的,不是吗?)

If only I could start all over again.(如果一切能重来该多好。)

The past can not be dead, after all, is dead, let go of the past.(过去的事情不能从来,死的终究是死的,放下过去吧。)

Can you come back? I really miss you.(你可以回来吗?我真的好想你)

I'm sorry, let me be capricious once, you think I have never been here.(对不起,就让我任性一次吧,你就当我从来没有来过好了。)

I hope you can put the past aside. Come on, I believe you.(我希望你能放下过去加油,我相信你。)

Why did you finally leave me? You had promised me that you would be with me, and you come back, I miss you.(为什么最后要离开我?你当初明明答应过我会和我一直在一起的,你回来吧,我想你了)

Forget me. It's not worth it.(忘了我吧,你这样做真的不值得。)

You stood me up, why did we meet and end up like this?(你失约了啊,为什么我们的相遇,到最后结局却变成了这样?)

I hope you can put down, you do not make sense is not worth it, there are many beautiful things in the world, you do not need to do so, past life we are doomed to miss.(我希望你能放下,你这样做没有意义也不值得,世界上美好的东西还有很多,你不需要这么做,前世今生我们注定无缘。)

Is this our destiny? Can't all this really be changed? I really want to be with you all the time, no matter how much it costs.(难道这就是我们的命运吗?难道这一切真的不能改变吗?我真的好想一直和你在一起,无论付出多大的代价。)

You don't have to be too sad, the reality and fate is like this, none of us can change. As for fate, let him go, after all, we do not know when the next meeting is. Maybe we can meet again this time apart, maybe this time apart will become a farewell.(你不用太难过,现实和命运就是这样,我们谁也无法改变。至于缘分就随他而去吧,毕竟我们谁也不知道,下次见面是什么时候呢。也许我们这次分开还能再见面,也许这次分开就变成了永别。)

Our meeting and parting are like the flowers on the other side, no one knows which will come first, tomorrow or accident.(我们的相遇和分别就像彼岸花一样,谁也不知道明天和意外哪个会先来临。)

Yes, under the beautiful appearance of the flower, who knows what he has experienced?(是啊,花朵美丽的外表下,谁又知道他经历了什么)

Yes ah, our life is like a flash in the pan, not open how long withered. If I had known it would be a surprise, why should I have loved the past.(是啊,我们的生命就像昙花一现一样,还没开多久就枯萎了。早知是惊鸿一场,又何必情深以往呢。)

Why do we end up so miserable? I really want to have a happy ending with you forever.(为什么我们的结局会那么多悲惨?我真的好想有一个美好的结局和你永远在一起)

Don't be too sad. People of different identities are destined to not be together. Even if they can be together, it is only as short as a panthera. I hope you can let go of this relationship. Without my company, you can find a better one. Yes, I hope you won't be obsessed anymore.(别太难过了,不同身份的人生命就注定不能在一起的即使能在一起,那也只是像昙花一样的短暂,希望你能放下这段感情,没有我的陪伴,你还可以找一个更好的,希望你别再执迷不悟了。)

If only our destiny could change by itself.(如果我们的命运可以自己改变该有多好)

Who knows, fate and fate is so, this thought is a good ending, but so sad, after all, there is a to leave, you should also put down, the past let it go, after all, the reality we can not change, there is no ability to change, since it is the past, why do you still persist? Just pretend I've never been here. I'm really not worth waiting for.(谁知道呢,命运和缘分就是如此,本以为是美好的结局,却这么让人痛心,终究有一位要离开,你也该放下了,过去的就让它过去吧,毕竟现实我们没办法改变,也没有能力改变,既然已经是过去,你为何还要执迷不悟呢?你就当我从来没有来过好了,我真的不值得你等待。)

You are gone, I really miss you, I miss the time and happiness when we two were together, I blame me, if it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t die, I really miss you, what about you Time to come back to me...(你走了,我真的好想你,我好怀念曾经我们两个人在一起的那段时光与快乐,都怪我,如果不是因为我,你也不会死,我真的好想你,你什么时候才能回到我身边啊……)

Don't cry, or it won't look good. I did not go, ah, I have been around you, but I can not protect you in the future, take care of themselves, protect themselves.(别哭了,哭了就不好看了。我并没有走啊,我一直都在你身边,只是以后我不能保护你了,自己照顾好自己,保护好自己。)

I don't want to cry, but you left me really sad, I really want you to protect me again, when can you come back?(我也不想哭啊,可你走了我真的好伤心,我真的好想让你再保护我一次,你什么时候才能回来啊)

Sorry, I let you sad, in fact, you really should put down, we two people's identity is different, fate and outcome you have long known, our outcome is impossible to be together, fate is so ah(抱歉,我让你伤心了,其实你真的该放下了,我们两个人的身份不同,命运跟结局你也早就知道的,我们的结局是不可能在一起的,命运就是如此啊。)

In fact, you already know the result of our meeting, but you never want to admit it. I know that my departure may be a very heavy blow to you, so you should let it go. It has been so long, although I am no longer there, but you can find a better one. As for the past, treat it as a dream. The past will eventually pass. Nothing is eternal. Find a better person to replace me. This is my last wish(其实你早就已经知道我们相遇时的结果了,只是一直不想承认而已,我知道我的离开对于你来说可能是一个很沉重的打击,那你也该放下了,已经过去这么久了,虽然我已经不在了,但你还可以找个更好的,至于过去你就当他是一场梦吧过去的终究会过去没有什么东西是永恒的,找一个更好的人代替我吧,就当这是我最后一个愿望吧)

Why can't you come back to accompany me ah, I am a person really good lonely, really good miss you, good miss you have been with me that time, and the day we first met, when you clearly promised me, no matter what happens, you will always be with me, always protect now you are not. The original promise and oath may never be completed, and you are no longer there.(你为什么不能回来陪我啊,我一个人真的好孤独,真的好想你,好怀念你曾经一直陪我的那段时光,还有我们初次相遇的那天,当初你明明答应过我,不管发生什么,你都会永远陪在我身边,永远的保护如今你确不在了。当初的承诺和誓言可能永远都不会完成了,你已经不在了呀。)

Do not know if you remember the day we met, the original promise of the oath and commitment, if our story can continue to be good.(不知道你还记不记得我们当初相遇的那天,当初许下的誓言和承诺,如果我们的故事还能继续该多好。)

Thinking back to our life, from the first encounter to the last difference, it is really as short as an epiphany. The flowers are withered and will bloom again next spring, but you will never come back, you will leave me forever.(回想起我们这一生,从刚开始的相遇到最后的分别,真的是像昙花一样的短暂啊。花朵枯萎了,明年春天还会再开,可是你却永远不会回来了,你永远离开我了。)

Yes, the flowers withered, next spring will still open, but our fate and destiny, will we meet again?(是啊,花朵枯萎了,明年春天还是照样会开放,可是我们的缘分和命运,以后还会再相遇吗?)

Winter to spring flowers and full of hills, recall a dream of the past; Feelings like the flow of the edge of the ephemeral, trivial people thin yellow flowers, the edge of a casual do not enjoy the two wide, no matter who in accordance with your side.(冬去春回花又满山岗,回想往事旧梦一场;情似流水缘本无常,红尘琐事人瘦花黄,缘尽情散一别两宽,任凭谁依在你身旁。)

Life is a gust of wind, it's up, it's gone. An ideal is a lamp that burns and goes out. Favor is just a shower, it's raining, it's dry. Friends are just a layer of clouds, gathered and scattered. Free worry is a pot of wine, drunk and awake. Loneliness is a star, flashing, and extinct. Solitude is a round of months, rising and falling. Death is a dream, tired and asleep.(人生就是一阵风,起了,没了。 理想就是一盏灯,燃了,灭了。 人情就是一阵雨,下了,干了。 朋友就是一层云,聚了,散了。 闲愁就是一壶酒,醉了,醒了。 寂寞就是一颗星,闪了,灭了。 孤独就是一轮月,升了,落了。 死亡就是一场梦,累了,睡了。)

They say that dreams are very beautiful. But even the best dream will wake up one day. It is said that the Star River is very gorgeous. But the stars will also recede as the night recedes. No matter how good things are, they will eventually come to an end, such as fireworks. But it also hung in the air. The moment the fire withered, This is in the slow fading of the smell. Trying to get close, to touch, to feel, But in the end, they are getting farther and farther away in the lonely world. Ear tripping glimmer falling from the sky, is it the cry of fire? Or is it your farewell gift to me? I don't understand, and I don't want to be white. Gone with the wind of the past and memories, For the cruel reality, How much heartache does it make? I don't understand, and I don't want to understand. What made you choose to leave? It was late at night, There are no street lights. There are no pedestrians. Without me by your side, Alone say "sorry", but did not think of hurt each other's heart. In fact, the real heart is not a drop of tears. You probably know every one of them, It's just someone who doesn't want to tell. The stargazing season is over. Summer sparks will not reopen, just like our fate and destiny.(都说梦境十分美好,

但再好的美梦也有醒来的一天。

都说星河十分绚烂,

但星河也会随着夜色的退去而退去。

再好的事物也终有尽时,如烟花虽美,

但也悬转瞬而逝。

花火凋零的那一刻,

这处于悉的气息缓慢的淡化,

努力去靠近去触模去感受,

可最终还是在孤独的世界中渐行渐远,

耳绊微光从天而降,是花火的哭泣么?

还是,你对我的告别之礼?

我不明白,我也不愿明白,

随风而去的曾经与回忆,

对于残忍的现实,

倒底会让人多心痛?我不明白,也不愿明白。

是什么让你选择了离开?

夜很深了,

没有路灯,

没有行人,

也没有我在你身旁,

独自一人说“抱歉”却没想到伤的是我们彼此之心。

其实,真正的心是流不出一滴泪的。

你每我可能都知道吧,

就是不愿告的对方而已吧。

观星时节己过,

夏天的花火也不会重新开放,就像我们的缘分和命运一样。)

Once separated, two no trace, human passers-by, all the dust, you go I stay, but so; The original life is not what is forever, those who missed, forgotten, are an old dream!(一旦分别,两无痕迹,人间过客,凡尘来往,你去我留,不过如此;原来人生就没有什么是永远,那些错过的,遗忘的、都是旧梦一场!)

People's life, pain is far greater than pleasure.(人的一生,痛苦远远大于快乐)

After many years we met again, you, will remember me?(多年之后我们再次相遇,你,还会记得我吗?)

You and I love each other, but we can't meet. You chose to leave silently, leaving me alone on the other side. Flowers bloom and fade, you have never passed this shore; I'm sorry, I can't help thinking of you; I'm sorry, I can't let myself forget you; I'm sorry, I can't live without you; The other shore has opened, but the bridge has been put up, Meng Po has waved to me, I am still waiting on this shore. Meng Po Tang enough to forget the memory of past lives, but can not forget your figure.(你我两岸相爱却不可相见。你默然选择离去,留下我一人独守彼岸。花开花落,你不曾在经过此岸;对不起,我无法不自己想起你;对不起,我不能让自己忘记你;对不起,我心中不能没有你;彼岸花已开,奈何桥已 搭起,孟婆已像我招手,我还在此岸等待。孟婆汤足以遗忘前世记忆,却遗忘不掉你的身影。)

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