家庭【丧】（2）

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1. 妈。。。你是我活着的理由。。。。你若让我去死。。。我绝不迟疑。。。

Mom... You are my reason to live.... If you let me die... I have no hesitation...

2. 你很重要。。。可惜。。。我太没用了。。。保护不了你的快乐。。。可能我就不是学习的料吧。。。只会让你失望。。。

You're important... Unfortunately... I'm so useless... Can't protect your happiness... Maybe I'm not learning material... Will only disappoint you...

3. 是，我是找网上的好友倾诉，但。。。你看到的。。。只是局部。。。不是么？。。。

Yes, I'm talking to my friends online, but... What you see... It's just local... Isn't it?...

4. 两年了。。。距离我想自杀已经过去两年了。。。依旧是看不到希望，眼前尽是绝望。。。我把情感寄托在网络之中。。。让我有活下去的希望。。。但是。。。被现实打破了。。。但我还有你。。。我要活下去。。。

Two years... It's been two years since I wanted to commit suicide... Still can't see hope, the present is full of despair... I put my emotions on the Internet... Let me have hope to live... But... Broken by reality... But you and I... I want to live...

5. 你说我不了解你的苦心，嗯，我认。但。。。你也不知道我的事。。。我的痛。。。我承受了什么。。。为了你，我把抑郁的情绪压下去。。。让我还可以笑着跟你说话。。。

You said I didn't understand your pain, well, I think. But... You don't know about me... My pain... What have I suffered... For you, I put down the depression... So I can talk to you with a smile...

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作者初三是真的忙，没空更新，嗯。。。会尽量更的，字数：1169