2021年6月17日

我的快乐不见了

My happiness is gone,

别人都开心死了

others are happy to death,

而我的开心......死了

and my happiness...... is dead,

我以前真的快乐

I used to be really happy,

但后来我学会了假笑

but later I learned to fake smile,

失望，疲惫，压抑，难熬

disappointment, fatigue, depression, hardship,

这就是现实的我

this is the reality of me,

有时候挺佩服自己的

sometimes I admire myself,

能咽下一肚子的委屈

can swallow a belly of grievances,

生活就是这样

life is like this,

又难过又难说

sad and hard to say,

说不出来的才叫委屈

can't say out of grievances,

哭到笑的那种才叫痛

cry to laugh that kind of pain,

人总是从细节崩溃到现在的假装快乐

People always pretend to be happy from the collapse of details,

生活也就这样了

life is like this,

没有什么期待

there is no expectation,

也没什么好失望的！

there is nothing to be disappointed!