2021年6月2日

有时候不知道自己是怎么了

Sometimes I don't know what's wrong with myself.

大概就是太累太压抑了

Maybe I'm too tired and depressed.

没办法调整自己的负面情绪

I can't adjust my negative emotions.

就是会突然难过

I'll be suddenly sad.

头一低眼泪就会掉下来

When I lower my head, tears will fall down.

感觉自己像个神经病

I feel like a psychopath.

一会想通，一会又压抑的喘不过气来

For a while to think, for a while to suppress the breathless.

我形容不出我有多难过

I can't figure out how sad I am.

只知道我现在很累

I just know I'm tired now

是那种看不到，精神上的，身体上的

I can't see it, mentally, Physically.

事情压不跨人，但是情绪会

Things don't matter, but emotions do.