回到家夏姜疲惫不堪地躺在沙发上望着窗外越下越大的雨。他回首往昔在自己的世界里大雨似乎从未停歇只是时而暴雨时而小雨。每天他都打着伞但却总免不了肩头被淋湿的尴尬。因此他讨厌下雨更讨厌那个连伞都打不好的自己。
相比之下顾宴礼即便不打伞也有着独属于他的独特风采。夏姜想或许自己真的不适合学习永远也比不上顾宴礼。但又是什么时候开始总是喜欢处处和他比较呢?是从别人口中的“别人家的孩子”说起还是从上了高中后他就记不清了也许是忘了吧。
夏姜讨厌顾宴礼不是因为他太坏而是因为他太好好到无可挑剔。下一次考试就是期末了他不敢赌自己不会再次失利。不知为何他鬼使神差地拉开了窗帘隔着马路看向对面的小区目光停留在13栋14层的一扇窗前。看着看着他不自觉地勾起了一抹浅笑。
一起下地狱吧,顾宴礼…
Every time my eyes accidentally meet yours,
my heart will beat out of order.
I don’t know what this feeling is.1
这暗恋小心思太好嗑啦
I just look forward to every chance to see you.
The world is noisy, but when you appear,
all trivial noises fade away quietly.
I keep many little thoughts hidden in my heart,
and I dare not speak them out loud.1
这暗恋的小心思好戳人
Maybe it is not love yet,
but you are the special exception in my ordinary days.
I never planned to fall for you.
But your shadow always slips into my mind unconsciously.
I pretend to be indifferent on the surface,
yet I will secretly pay attention to every little thing about you.
I cannot define this strange feeling.
It is more than friendship, and less than a bold confession.
Whenever we stay close,
even the air between us turns soft.
I hide my longing behind casual words,
wondering if you can sense my secret.