随后拿出手机,和家人打起视频电话,随意闲聊了几句家常,顺势把今天星探邀约的事情说了出来。
电话那头的妈妈闻言立刻笑着开口

"Wow! That’s amazing—such a rare opportunity."
(哦!太棒了,如此难得的机会。)
赵素恩指尖轻轻摩挲着手机边框,语气带着浅浅的迟疑
"But… I’m worried and a little scared."

(可是……我有点担心,还有点害怕。)
一旁的赵雨凡听了,温柔的笑笑,抬手轻轻拍了拍她的后背安抚她。

“It’s okay.”
电话里爸爸温和的声音缓缓传来

"Oh sweetie, the 'fear' you said is because you care, right? Because I want to do it well, I'm afraid.”
(哦宝贝,你说的‘怕’,是因为在乎吧?因为太想做好了才会怕。)
“Yeah, I barely have any experience, plus I’m too young… I’m just not sure.”

(对,我没有太多的经验,并且我的年龄太小…我不知道…)
赵素恩对着屏幕轻轻点头,眉眼间带着迷茫
不是能不能做,而是值不值得做,以及做了之后“我”还是不是“我”
她从不是自卑怯懦,也从未否定过自己的热爱与能力。
她是怕自己的艺术审美要向工业流水线妥协。

“Jasmine~”

“Mommy knows you hold yourself to really high standards. Every time you play your songs for Daddy and me, you never ask if you’re good enough—you only ask if we like how they sound.”
(妈咪知道,在你的心里有一个很高的标准,你把你写的歌给妈咪和爸爸听,从来没有问行不行,而是问好不好听。)

“yeah,The choice is all yours. If anything feels off, or there’s something you want to stick to, you can negotiate adjustments at any time. You can even turn the whole offer down if you want.”
(选择权在你的手上,你觉得哪里不舒服,哪里想坚持,你随时可以谈,可以改,甚至可以拒绝)

"It’s not for Mommy to tell you whether to take this chance or pass it up.”
(所以妈咪不替你说‘去’还是‘不去’。)