不见了，还没满18岁的贝奥赫特西格

In the next week, I can always see Sige at Xiaomen. Today, she brought a small snack，tomorrow she will complete the composition and perform for me to listen to, and the day after tomorrow, she know that I can play guitar and let me teach her, which is very different from my first impression of seeing her. However, what remains unchanged is that she persists in asking me whether I would like it or not every day, but without exception, I have been rejected . I don't understand what this little girl has to stick to people like me. On the day of the conflict in the team, I broke out. I went out and saw her again, and then I got angry with her.在接下来的一个星期里，我总能在小门那里看到西格，今天带个小点心，明天说做了个曲让我听听，后天又说什么知道我会吉他让我教她，跟我见到她的第一印象大相径庭，不过不变的是她还坚持不懈每天问我愿不愿意，但也无一例外的都被我拒绝，我搞不懂这个小女孩有什么好坚持我这样的人，在队里面有人发生口角冲突的当天我爆发了，我出门又看到她，然后我冲她发火了

“Don't you have anything else to do? Can you stop fucking annoying me?”

（“你没有其他事情好做吗？能不能别他妈来烦我”）

I must admit that I am not a good-tempered person, at least not since my mother left. After saying that, I regretted it because of the way she looked at me.我必须承认我不是一个好脾气的人 至少从母亲离开之后不是 说完我就后悔了 因为她看向我的眼神

她还就是个没成年的小朋友 你怎么控制不住自己的脾气

I opened my mouth and wanted to say something, but it was like someone grabbed my neck. I couldn't make any sound. No explanation, no apology. I couldn't say anything.我张了张嘴 想说些什么 可就像是有人扼住我的脖子 我发不出任何声音 没有解释 没有道歉 我什么都说不出来

I saw that she was stunned, her eyes turned red, and she said sorry to me. She ran over and threw what she held in her hand into the trash can. Her hand stopped above and did not open for a long time. She turned to me and ran a few steps and hit me.我看到她愣在了原地，眼眶红了，向我说了一句对不起，跑过去把手里攥着的东西扔进垃圾桶，手停在上方迟迟不张开，又转身向我跑了几步砸在我的身上

“If you don't need it, you can throw it into the trash can by yourself.”

（“如果你不需要，你就自己扔进垃圾桶”）

说完就跑了，我去抓差点砸到我脸上的东西，是红霉素软膏，是她前几天看到我手上的水泡。我拿着软膏抬头看向她跑走的背影，这一次她的背影还是变得越来越小，变成一个黑点，然后拐了个弯消失在我面前。

跟之前不一样，跟第一天我主动离开不一样，我其实在她抬脚走的那一瞬间就想追上去，但我没有，就这样吧，本来也不该有交集的。

不见了，还没满18岁的贝奥赫特西格

“Farewell，Beorhtsige”