除夕夜

唐馨月告辞了伯恩与上官玥，翻墙跑路，在路边随意拦下一辆出租车，回到了京城顺义那边的唐家庄园。

而京城通州这依山傍水的小院灯火依旧明。

日子一天一天的过着，居家隔离的这几天里，上官玥倒是充满了闲情雅致，没事就写写书法，画画国画，总之日子很是逍遥。

终于，到了隔离的最后一天，而那一天，恰恰是大年三十。

傍晚。

星光很暗，远处依稀有着鞭炮声，孩子们的欢笑声，而小院里灯火格外明。

上官玥和伯恩在院里的街门、倒座房、垂花门、抄手游廊处挂满了一串串灯笼，而且二进院里四角的书上都挂满了迷你灯笼，像个圣诞树一样。

厢房、正房、耳房和后罩房的玻璃窗户上也都贴满了上官玥亲手剪的窗花，很是喜庆。

“Björn！Hey, look! Does I look good?”

伯恩闻声回头，看见上官玥站在正房门口，身穿绣着金凤样式的红色旗袍，黑色的头发盘起，上面被一只带有红色珠缀的珠钗挽着，一颦一笑显得不可方物。

“Oh, my God, it's beautiful. Really…… Very beautiful.”伯恩此时有些语无伦次了。

上官玥嘿嘿一笑，开口道：“Well, thank you. I can wear this dress to Carrie tomorrow.”说完，上官玥迈着轻快的步伐，跑回正房里自己的卧室，换掉了那身衣服。

新年的爆竹还在“噼噼啪啪”响个不停，幸好这是通州，五环以外，这样才能听见不远处热闹的爆竹声，以及看到远处天空中凌空炸开的朵朵烟花。

正房中的电视里还在放着春晚，而正房的墙边早已架起了梯子，房顶上，两个年轻的孩子并肩坐着，看着远方一望无际的夜空。

“Hey, you know what……？”伯恩双眼微醺般的眯着，看着很远的地方，忽然问道，“Since my parents left me, I often look at the night sky alone like this, Just like……watch quietly.”

上官玥笑了笑，呼出的气在北方寒冷的冬夜里化作一团白雾，然后四下消散。

“And then，how did you feel?”

伯恩的指节轻轻敲打着房顶上的琉璃瓦，开口道：“I don't know how to describe it. I just feel like……I am the only one left in the whole world, in this vast and boundless universe.”他顿了顿，继续说道：“I'm not afraid of this feeling, but I'm sad.”

“The feeling you're talking about... It's called loneliness.”上官玥用手拉了拉自己身上披着的羊毛披肩，“However, compared with this vast universe, our loneliness is so……so insignificant.”

伯恩转过头去看向上官玥：“You……have you ever experienced it?I feel like you're familiar with this loneliness.”

而上官玥却是释然一笑：“Yeah, but that's a thing of the past. I think all I can do now is to live every day in my own way.”

“Your way? ”

“Yep.”上官玥也转头看向伯恩，“My life is still so long, I shouldn't dwell on my past, my future, even to love and be loved. I should go to see mountains and rivers, or, to see the sea, to learn, to do everything that can make me happy and benefit me, right?”

伯恩笑了，上官玥也笑了，远处的院落里，不知谁家传出了一首《Paradise》，在歌词播放到“Two people pieces of us together”时，远处一朵绚丽的烟花直冲云霄，凌空绽放，随后一点点华丽落幕。

“叮——咚——”

手机的提示音似乎在可以告诉两人0：00到了。

“All right, everything's cleared. Time's up.”上官玥像个孩子一样轻快的拍了拍手。