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"In a million options, I will always choose to do what I think is worth it. I may do well or I may mess up, but it doesn't matter. What matters is that I tried."

"在千千万万个选择里，我永远选择去做那些我认为值得的事，我可能干得很漂亮，也可能搞得一塌糊涂，但没关系，重要的是我为之努力过。”

"I'm not saying it's unfair, I'm not saying it's bitter. I said, "I know."

“我没说不公平，也没说苦。我说：我知道了。”

"I want to spy on the truth."

“我想窥探真理。”

My time has not yet come. Some people die before they live.

我的时代还未到来，有的人死后方生。

Ours is a high and lonely destiny.

我们的命运是高贵且孤独的。

I do not believe that the sky is blue, I do not believe that thunder echoes, I do not believe that dreams are false, I do not believe that death without retribution. If the ocean is meant to break its banks, let all the bitter water pour into my heart. If the land is destined to rise, let man choose the summit of life again. New turning points and sparkling stars are filling the open sky, which is the pictograph of five thousand years, which is the eyes of the future people staring.

我不相信天是蓝的，我不相信雷的回声，我不相信梦是假的，我不相信死无报应。如果海洋注定要决堤，就让所有的苦水注入我心中。如果陆地注定要上升，就让人类重新选择生存的峰顶。新的转机和闪闪星斗，正在缀满没有遮拦的天空，那是五千年的象形文字，那是未来人们凝视的眼睛。

"Well, what is shame?"

"It is contrary to the rules of the group and the taboos established by the group. It's group rejection." "You are unique, but you have to give in to unity. You are free, but you must compromise with taboos. Because you want to be close to the group and want their acceptance. You fear being cast out of the group." "So you are alone, you are a unique and lonely soul. Born this way. Oh, that's it. It will always be that way." "Loneliness lures you to the group -- otherwise it's not loneliness, you have to compromise, you have to know shame."

“那么，羞耻是什么？”

“是与群体通行的规则相悖，与群体树立的禁忌相违。是群体的不予接受。”

“你是独特的，但你必须向统一让步。你是自由的，但你必须向禁忌妥协。因为你渴望亲近群体，渴望他们的接受。你害怕被群体驱逐。”

“因而你是孤独的，你是独特但孤独的心魂。生来如此。生，就是这样。永远都是这样。”

“孤独引诱你走向群体——否则那不是孤独，你要妥协，你要知道羞耻。”

Some birds are not meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. ​

有些鸟儿是注定不会被关在牢笼里的，它们的每一片羽毛都闪耀着自由的光辉。​

（太喜欢了。所以又发了一遍。）

Affirming his freedom of expiration, his resistance of no future, and his consciousness of extinction, he continued his adventures as long as he lived.

他确认了自己有期限的自由，没有前途的反抗以及会消亡的意识，便在他活着期间继续他的冒险。

(我就是我自己书本里的主角。)

I'm about to be broken, but I'm still whole.

我即将破碎，但我依旧完整。

"The journey will come to an end one day. There's no hurry."

"Life is not over, where is not home?"

“旅程总有一天会迎来终点，不必匆忙”

“人生尚未结束，何处不是故乡？”

The grass will fall in the direction the wind blows. When I was young, I used to think I was the wind. But finally black and blue, I know that we are just grass.

风往哪个方向吹，草就要往哪个方向倒。年轻的时候，我也曾经以为自己是风。可是最后遍体鳞伤，我才知道我们原来都只是草。

"Because I know I can't meet, touch, go back, so I am sentimentally attached. Sometimes we run so fast, we don't want to run to the future, we just want to catch up with the past. However, this is it, everyone has a deep attachment, hide, hide to others can not see, become

“因为知道再也遇不上，碰不到，回不去，所以，是眷恋了。有时候我们跑得飞快，其实不想跑到未来，只是想追上过去。可是，就这样了，每个人都有深深的眷恋，藏起来，藏到别人都看不见，就变成只有自己的国度。其实不用怕啊，这些就是人生的行李了。”

I enjoy being alone, but I'm also willing to open up.

我享受独处，但也愿意敞开心扉。

Come to this world, can not let oneself so boring, freedom is always the main melody.

来到这个世界上，不能让自己过的那么无趣，自由是永远的主旋律。

I have always believed that music and smells have memories. Every time I hear a familiar music or smell, it takes my mind back to a day long ago, even though I can never go back.

我总认为音乐和气味是有记忆的，每次听到熟悉的音乐或者气味就会把思绪拉回很久以前的某一天，尽管我再也回不去。

(是的，我们都回不去了，我说的是我们。)