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Why are you so glum?

I am not an optimistic man, I say; I prefer a sunset to a morning; I prefer tragedy to comedy. My life has been one long polar night, and maybe that's why: I'm obsessed with light.

你为什么闷闷不乐？

我说:我不是一个乐观的人，爱看落日而非朝阳，偏爱悲剧胜过喜剧。我的生命像一段漫长的极夜，也许正因如此:我痴迷于光。

"Every now and then a ray of sunlight leaks in and moves slowly -- that's the oldest hour hand."

“偶尔有一缕阳光漏进来，缓缓移动——那是最古老的时针。”

"I am soured orange juice and puree, I am roses and lilies covered with eggs, I am the North Star of a lighted city that exists but nobody sees and nobody needs."

“我是馊掉的橙子汁和浓汤，我是爬满虫卵的玫瑰和百合，我是一个灯火琉璃的都市里明明存在却没人看到也没人需要的北极星。”

（我觉得这句话应该要看完《房思琪的乐园》再看一下，这本书是现在女性，被念童癖盯上的视角去看恋童癖，而《洛丽塔》是从恋童癖的视角去看。这本书真的……就是给人一种压抑的感觉）

"𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓯𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓪, 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀,𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓲𝓭𝓭𝓮𝓷 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓷𝓼𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓽, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓬𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓭𝓪𝓼 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓴 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓾𝓶𝓶𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓸𝓵𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓬𝓮. "

"鲸落于海,星沉于洼,风隐于密林,蝉鸣漏进夏至."

The taste of the coffee is coffee-colored, the taste of the cream is soft white. Add ice cubes. The ice tastes clear and colorless. When you drink it, the cold air opens up your esophagus. Ice is a diamond in your throat.

咖啡的味道是咖啡色的，奶油的味道是柔软的白色。加入冰块，冰块的味道是透明无色的。喝下去之后，冷气划开食道。冰是淌进喉咙的钻石。

Goodbye and sunset are to be continued.

再见和日落都是未完待续.

At the end of the forest is the sun.

森林的尽头是阳光。

Don't pity the dead, the living need to be pitied, life must go on, stagnant is not an option.

不要怜悯死者，活人才需要被同情，生活总要继续，停滞不前不是个好选择。

In fact, the rain is not big, but the wind in this summer, blowing last year's scars.

其实雨不大，只是风在今夏，吹乱去年伤疤。