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一、我本来就很麻烦 情绪很多 爱哭 粘人 爱胡思乱想 这些换谁谁都接受不了 我知道 所以我没有打算成为谁的偏爱和例外。

I'm very troublesome. I love crying, clingy, and thinking. I can't accept it for anyone. So I don't intend to be anyone's preference or exception.

二、我不知道自己到底想要什 每个人的出现都给我上了一堂课 我不明白到底是什么样的终点让我过得如此艰辛。

I don't know what I really want. Everyone's appearance has taught me a lesson. I don't know what kind of end point makes me live so hard.

三、虽然抱着手机 但是根本没有人联系我 我不喜欢打游戏 也不知道干什么 但一玩就是一天 不要问我玩什么 我也不知道。

Although I hold my mobile phone, no one has contacted me at all. I don't like playing games and I don't know what to do, but it's just one day. Don't ask me what I play.

四、心态早变了 越来越颓废 怕父母越来越老 怕自己没有前途 怕自己挣不到钱 怕自己垮掉。

The mentality has changed earlier and more decadent, fearing that parents are getting older and older, that they have no future, that they can't earn money, and that they will collapse.

五、我手机不离身 一个人走在路上 一个人出去 为了避免尴尬 总是拿出手机 时不时摆弄一下 其实只有自己知道 只是把手机解锁看一下时间 滑动几下桌面 然后锁屏 几分钟后又重复一遍 这就是孤独 一个人的孤独。

I walk alone on the road and go out alone. In order to avoid embarrassment, I always take out my mobile phone and play with it from time to time. In fact, I only know that I just unlock my mobile phone, look at the time, slide the desktop a few times, and then lock the screen for a few minutes and repeat it again. This is loneliness alone.

六、我不苗条 穿不进那些只能塞进骨头的衣服 我不是一个矜持的女孩子 尽管人很多还是喜欢疯狂大笑 我不怎么可爱 不如那些美女好看 我只是一名很普通很普通的女孩子 我脾气不怎么好 很容易冲动 我就是这样的人 我很笨 反应慢 我不是什么天才少女 玩什么游戏都很烂 我就是不精通 我就是不聪明 我喜欢在我伤心的时候听伤感的歌 我也做不到让任何人喜欢我。

I'm not slim and can't wear clothes that can only be stuffed into bones. I'm not a reserved girl.

Although there are many people, I like to laugh wildly. I'm not as cute as those beautiful women. I'm just a very ordinary girl. I'm not very good-tempered and impulsive. I'm such a person. I'm stupid and slow-witted. I'm not proficient in any games. I'm just not smart. I like listening to sad songs when I'm sad. I can't make anyone like me.