回忆幼（时篇之淡漠）

Timeflies（时光飞逝）

袁忆笪WhenIwasinthefifthgrade,youwenttothefirstgradeofjuniorhighschool.Theparentssaidthatyouandyoursisterbothwenttojuniorhighschoolandyouarestillboardingjuniorhighschool.Youaretoobusytostudy.Iwillnotgotoplaywithyou,forfearthatIwillaffectyourstudy.Irealizedthatwewereonlyabout100metersawayfromeachotherbecausewewereveryclose.Weplayedtogetherwhenwewerethesameage.Whenwehadsomethingtodo,wewentdirectlytoeachother'shousetofindeachother(butmostofthemwereyouwhocametome.Ihesitated.IwasintrovertedwhenIwasyoungandgrewfatwhenIwasinthefourthgrade.Ioftenmetyouatschool.Ialsohadfriendstoplaywith,soweplayedtogetherforalongtimeLess)wedon'tevenhavecontactinformation.Iseemtobeamomentofemptyheartnagging.

袁忆笪（我五年级时你上了初一，家长说你和姐姐都上了初中并且你还是寄宿初中，学习紧忙不开。便不在让我去找你们玩了，怕我影响你们学习。我这才意识到我们之间因为我们几家距离很近才大约100米，年纪相仿才一同玩耍，有事就直接去对方家里找对方（但多数都是你来找我，犹豫我从小较为内向且四年级时开始长胖有了自卑心可在校常常遇到你们，我还有了一同玩的朋友，所以和你们一起玩的时间就少了）我们之间连联系方式都没有。我仿佛一瞬间心里空唠唠的。）

袁忆笪Imetbychanceattheedgeofthevillage,buteverytimeIhappenedtoplaywithmybrotheranddidn'thearyouandIsaidhello.Whenmybrotherremindedmethatyouhadleft,Ioftenregretted.Therefore,itseemsthatyouandIarenotineachother'sworld,andtherelationshipbetweenyouandmeisdilutedbythelongriveroftime.UntilmymotherandItalkedaboutmychoiceofjuniorhighschoolaftergraduationinsixthgrade,whichmadememeetyouagain.Mothermentionedthatherfavoriteschoolisaprivatemiddleschool,whichoftenranksinthetopthreeinourcity'sjuniorhighschool.Andyoualsostudyinthisjuniorhighschool,whichmakesmeyearnandexcited.

袁忆笪（在村边偶然相遇但每次恰巧我常与弟弟在玩耍没有听到你我打招呼，当我弟弟提醒我时你已经离去，我常常懊悔不已。因此这些你我仿佛不在出现在对方的世界中，在隐约间你我之间联系被时间的长河冲淡了。这种情况直到我六年级时母亲与我谈论我毕业后初中的选择，这个选择使你我再次相遇。母亲提起她比较中意的学校，是一所私立中学那里在我们市初中中常位居前三，并且你也在此初中学习，让我心底出现了一种渴望向往与激动。）

袁忆笪Iwenttothatschoolnextsemesterthatyeartotaketheentranceexaminationofthetotalscoretobeexcellenttobecomeastudentthere,butthistimethescoregavemeablowinthehead,didnotpasstheexamination,thesewordshavebeenhoveringinmymind,Iseemtobewitheredbyfrostflowerscannotliftmyhead,Iamnothappytobeabletotaketheexaminationagain,butthistestmakesmefeelthatthepaperismuchmoredifficultthanlasttime.WhenIwascompletelyhopeless,thesoundofthephonecutmeofffrommygrief.Congratulations,Ipassedtheexam

袁忆笪（我那年下学期去参加那所学校的入学考试总分要打到优秀才能成为那里的学生，但这次的成绩给我当头一棒，没有考上，这几个字一直都在脑海中盘旋，我仿佛被霜打蔫的花抬不起头，我不甘心庆幸的是还能再考，可这次考试让我觉得卷子比上次的难很多。在我彻底无望时，电话的声响把我从悲伤中打断。祝贺的声音传来，我考上了……）

作者这次学校放大假，所以我就多更了些😏

作者不知道为什么我打字时英文单词中间都空格了，一发出去就连空隙都没了！这可怎么看呀😢有办法的朋友一定要告诉我一声，非常感谢🙏