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爱宠儿你有过上课时流下眼泪然后偷偷擦掉吗你有试过在学校难过时不能告诉别人自己憋在心里有多难受吗到下课时趴在桌子上感觉很好的样子其实心里很难受你试过被其他人误解的感受吗你试过你被最好的朋友抛弃的感受吗你试过发一条说说写到哭的感受吗你试过想哭时又收起眼泪面对微笑的感受吗这些年我变的有泪自己扛有病自己看这些年我变的即使在委屈不高兴的时候也会给自己一个大大的微笑这些年我变的那些让我难受心烦的事都会视而不见了我变了好多你知道因为谁吗因为你💔Haveyouevershedtearsinclassandsneakedaway?Haveyouevertriedtotellothershowsadyouarewhenyouaresadatschool?Whenyouareinclass,youfeelgoodonthetable.It’shardtobetried.Haveyoubeenmisunderstoodbyothers?Haveyoutriedthefeelingthatyouwereabandonedbyyourbestfriend?Haveyoutriedtosendastoryaboutthefeelingofcrying?Haveyoutriedtocrywhenyouwanttocryandfacethefeelingofsmiling?Ichangedmytears,Iwassick,Isawmyself,Ichangedtheseyears.

EvenwhenIamwronged,Iwillgivemyselfabigsmile.TheseyearsIchanged.Thosethingsthatmakemefeelupsetwillturnablindeye.Ihavechangedalot.Youknowwhoyouarebecauseofyou.💔

爱宠儿会让你嚎啕大哭的往往不是那些聚然而来的灭顶之灾而是日常生活中看似不值一提的无数和小小麻烦，他们突然一起涌了上来带出了无数过去的委屈和愤怒💔It’snotthecatastrophethatwillgetyoucrying,butthecountlessandsmalltroublesthatseemtobeworthmentioningindailylife.Theysuddenlycometogethertobringoutthegrievancesandangerofcountlesspasts.💔

爱宠儿其实我也没有很难过.是这生活太难过了.鞋带松了自己系不好就想哭.出门天气不好就想哭一点小事就足够让我崩溃.我真的一点也不厉害.每在这种时候我就想如果你在就好了.日子也许会好过一点.💔Actually,Iamnottoosad.Itistoosadforthislife.Iftheshoelaceisloose,Idon’twanttocry.IfIgoout,theweatherisnotgood,justwanttocryalittlethingisenoughtomakemecollapse.Iamreallynotatall.EveryAtthistime,Ithinkifyouarejustfine,thedaysmaybebetter.💔

爱宠儿春娇与志明的余春娇说：因为他喜欢抽烟为了有共同话题我也去抽烟后来他说他要戒烟了因为他喜欢的女孩子不喜欢他抽烟所以他戒了烟而我却没有💔YuJiaojiaoofChunjiaoandZhimingsaid:Becausehelikestosmokeinordertohaveacommontopic,Ialsowenttosmokeandhesaidthathewantstoquitsmoking.Becausethegirlhelikesdoesnotlikehimtosmoke,sohequitsmokingbutIdidnot💔

爱宠儿所有人都在跟我说会好起来的可是我不知道什么时候才会好起来好像在我这里一切都越来越糟糟糕透了💔Everyoneistellingmethatitwillbealright,butIdon’tknowwhenitwillbealright.Itseemsthateverythingisgettingworseandworseinme.💔

爱宠儿有时候不明白人的恶意为什么要那么明显，明明可以将伤害度降到最低，却一定要毁掉别人对世界的所有期待！💔SometimesIdon'tunderstandwhypeople'smaliceissoobvious.Itisobviousthatthedamagecanbeminimized,butitmustdestroyallexpectationsoftheworld!💔

爱宠儿我一直尽力在对喜欢的人好，但是做多了也没意义，会让人觉得你是应该的其实我这个人挺坏的对在乎的人才稍微好一点其他人是死是活说实在的我根本不关心💔IhavealwaystriedmybesttobegoodtopeopleIlike,butitdoesn'tmakesensetodomore.Itwillmakepeoplethinkthatyoushouldbe.Infact,thispersonisverybad.Itisalittlebetterforthepeoplewhocare.Otherpeoplearedeadandlive.Don'tcareatall💔

爱宠儿我很难再去喜欢一个人了，我自己知道，我心里有一块地方要彻底无法复出了，很多事情我做不到了，我无法给出百分百的信任，伸出我的手也无法坚定的站在任何人身边了。我给自己留了无数条退路，可是我一点也不开心。💔@💫ZJH💥(O1083573884)It'shardformetolikesomeoneanymore.IknowthatthereisaplaceinmyheartthatIcan'tcomebackcompletely.Ican'tdomanythings.Ican'tgive100%trust.Ican'tstandbyanyonewithmyhand.Ileftalotofretreatsformyself,butIwasnothappyatall.💔